I went to sleep at 7:45 last night. I slept until 4:45 when I woke up. I guess it all caught up with me.
I had a dream that I confronted my mother. She was being her ususal self. You know her ungreatful kids and lying about us. Anyway in my dream, I was in the car with her with my boy and my nieces and I just told her off. I told her all the things that I wanted to tell her .
Funny thing I wok up refreshed. Like a weight had been lifted off my shoulder.
**********************************Clip from my book:
The Internet is the great equalizer. The fat can be skinny, the ugly can be beautiful, the insane can come off being normal.
Now, I have nothing against meeting people that I have talked to on line. I mean if it werent for the Internet I would have never met my buga boo. However, I have met a lot of people who were quite differnt than what they proclaim on line.
For example, when I was single, I spent hours on line with a man who claim he looked like Tom Cruise. After a few phone calls, we decided to meet for coffee. I got there early and scoped out the crowd. The only customers were women. So, I sat at a table and drank my overpriced drink. Then my dream man came in tall dark and handsome. Stunning body, beautiful smile. I was in heaven. Then Mrs. Dream came in. Shoot it wasnt him. I watched the clock as the mintues ticked away. Our meeting time had come and gone. Sure that I had been stood up, I was relived when I heard the welcoming ring of the bells on the door. In walked a large man, no a huge man. Lets face it he was fat and balding. Holy shit, he was coming right twoards me. He introduced himself as the person on line. I smiled and thought God Tom Cruise huh? Boy he has no clue. He had told me he was a little over weight. I said that I did not mind that there was a little meat on the bones... but this guy had the whole cow.....Maybe he was beautiful inside.... with that thought. I decided to go on this date.
I had a dream that I confronted my mother. She was being her ususal self. You know her ungreatful kids and lying about us. Anyway in my dream, I was in the car with her with my boy and my nieces and I just told her off. I told her all the things that I wanted to tell her .
Funny thing I wok up refreshed. Like a weight had been lifted off my shoulder.
**********************************Clip from my book:
The Internet is the great equalizer. The fat can be skinny, the ugly can be beautiful, the insane can come off being normal.
Now, I have nothing against meeting people that I have talked to on line. I mean if it werent for the Internet I would have never met my buga boo. However, I have met a lot of people who were quite differnt than what they proclaim on line.
For example, when I was single, I spent hours on line with a man who claim he looked like Tom Cruise. After a few phone calls, we decided to meet for coffee. I got there early and scoped out the crowd. The only customers were women. So, I sat at a table and drank my overpriced drink. Then my dream man came in tall dark and handsome. Stunning body, beautiful smile. I was in heaven. Then Mrs. Dream came in. Shoot it wasnt him. I watched the clock as the mintues ticked away. Our meeting time had come and gone. Sure that I had been stood up, I was relived when I heard the welcoming ring of the bells on the door. In walked a large man, no a huge man. Lets face it he was fat and balding. Holy shit, he was coming right twoards me. He introduced himself as the person on line. I smiled and thought God Tom Cruise huh? Boy he has no clue. He had told me he was a little over weight. I said that I did not mind that there was a little meat on the bones... but this guy had the whole cow.....Maybe he was beautiful inside.... with that thought. I decided to go on this date.
You'll get to make your peace with that woman someday and then we'll celebrate!
I'm so glad it's Friday and we get to see eachother tomorrow night. I miss you a lot, more lately than usual since we've both been so tired and haven't seen eachother in a long time.
I'll call tonight for details about tomorrow.. it would be great if we could get ready together.. Missy and Derrick will be here.. we all haven't had an hour together in a long time.
I love you. Gotta get back to work baby!