irishandbuffy

Good things are happening. I have 2 job interviews tomorrow. The one would start on Wednesday. Though it would only go through the end of September. The other one would last through the end of the year. Both could become perm.

Woo Hoo...

B

Today I was thinking of the Sound of Silene. You know the song by Simon and Garfunkle. How incredible the words are when you stop listening to soothing melody and listen to what they say. There are so many songs out there I have never really listen to and when I do am amazed by the poetry of the song.
Good music can transform you...
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We all have choices to make in this life. Good or bad we must live with the results of the choices we make. If you choose to see a movie that you thought would bea mazing and are sadly dissapointment do you get angry at the movie maker for duping you or do you accept that you made the choice to go see it and...
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Well. in case there is any question about it... I did not get the job I was looking for but instead have a husband who said that we will make it through this rough period and I should concentrate on improving my health, persuing my dreams, and get ready to go back to school.

What does this mean for us.

1) We are not moving....
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It is Friday. Woo Hoo. Last night Irish and I got very romantic and had so much fun. It has been so long since we have been able to let all the walls down and just be us again. It is like we have been walking on eggshells and being ships that passed in the night we took the time to stop, turn off the...
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Walking into the brightness of the morning light, eyes squinting as getting adjusted to the brightness. It was like going into the morning after a long journey in the night. The world is so very new places, people, air, water. I no longer reckognize the person I once was. It is like I dont know what my name is and yet at the same time....
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Well before all of you panic.. lol... I made some edits to my last journal entry. For better or for worst I dont know but it is safe. I wanted to share something that I shouldn't have shared in a public forum.
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So today has been very strange for me. I have been hearing things. Like the thoughts of an ex boyfriend. The good...
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Beautiful C - this is for you. Have a good night. We miss you


B

Job Interviews suck. You jump through the hoops like a trained poodle in the hpes of getting employment that will not leave you regretting the day you walked into the office in your Sunday best trying to get a job in the first place. I dont like being unemployed it gives me too much time on my hands and I have become very domestic. I...
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Tonight I started thinking about a friend of mine who died. Much like the novel Love Story's begining line. "What do you say about a girl who died"

Jennie was 30 when she died. She lived a lot of life but in the end it was all the drugs and the drinking and the weight that killed her.

Jennie was almost 300lbs when she died....
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The thing that amazes me - my friends. It can be nothing more than a note to say everything will be ok and amazingly it feels a lot better.

They make the sunshine come in the world seems so dark.

Things are better. Things will be better. Sleep is so needed. I dont deal with lack of sleep.

Love
B