irishandbuffy

Sore throat, aching head and body, weakness, HOW the HELL did I get sick. I have been trying to do anything to stay well. Wash my hands, stay away from the sick. Gave up hanging with my Best Friend because she had the flu and I still get sick.

Fuck it.... I am going to hang around sick people and share... God I hate being...
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I am off to look at new neighborhoods. Not that moving is an option at this time but more of a fact finding trip.

When the hell did I get so organized? I used to thrive in spur if the moments roa tri-s and now I am planning things out for hours and hours even months ahead of time.

My house is going through tyhe...
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I woke up this morning from a dream of writing a commerical for Haggen Dass Ice Cream. Mint Ice Cream...Now I am not a huge fan of mint. I have to be in a certain mood so this dream has befuddled me. Should I concentrate on the papers with writing and the fact I could not find a clean sheet of paper to write my...
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I never thought I could be so in love. It has taken so many years for me to feel this much in love. This morning, I just laid in bed and watched him sleep. He is perfect in my eyes... I try to get mad at him for being gross but how an you not laugh when he farts and then goes "Oh yea...." He...
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It is rainning and I am about to go back to bed with my man.

2 months he has been gone EVERY weekend. Too tired to breath most days.

I go to work at 6 am during the week so we are having to get to know each other again.

Lets just say it is GREAT!!

I will be MIA for a while... and way...
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I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,...
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Today, I am watching a movie that scared the shit out of me as a kid. Now, I see the things that scared me are not scary at all.... more gore than fear. Have I become so jaded with life that I am no longer scared.... na... film makers are getting better.

Peace B

One Day left till the man will be home on the...
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Sometimes life hands you a puzzel and try as you may you can seem to make the pieces fit together. Then one day, when you least expect it. All the pieces fall together and you understand clearly what is in front of you. You no longer question why something is happening or how somehow you made it happen. You understand the outside forces and you...
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say it best by saying nothing at all.

Doing happy dance. I got a job!

I heard from my oldest sister. The good news is that she did not mention my mom. Kim and I did not talk for a long time because of her desire for me to be "sociable" with Mary. Even after Mary said she wished I would die. How horrible is that.

The bad news, Kim's world is falling apart and I cant help her. I...
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