iriseyes

If there is anything I will take out of this relationship... if it ever comes to an end... it will be to never walk away without giving an explanation, or accept someone doing the same. Whether it is something trivial like putting up an away message in the middle of an argument, or something as big as a break up, there must be an explanation....
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i don't want to be here.
but i don't know of another place i'd rather be.
funny predicament.
please come take me away, i'll go anywhere.

Fortune Cookie: "You will come to realizations in you life that change you forever."

can you trust a fortune cookie with grammatical errors? i don't think so.

this new job is killing me. i'm only two days into it, but waking up at the ass-crack of dawn to commute is such a drag. 5:30 is just not a time of the day i like to...
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so i'm home. it's nice i guess. went shopping today to buy clothes for the new job. i'll use any excuse to add to my puny wardrobe.
etain is pretty adorable. i like her. man i want to do a set. or do i?
i have nothing interesting to say other than i have this really beautiful feeling in my chest right now. warm fuzzies....
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typety type... typety type....

my mom gave me a TB test shot tonight. it's ok, she's an RN. i need it for my new job.

took my last final today. history 102. western civilization: 1600-present. piece of cake. i like cake.

moving into the new apartment tomorrow, then heading back home to work for the summer. i'm really going to miss the boy. it makes...
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ok. everything's ok. i don't even want to relive last night, but just so you all know, everything is fine. we're still together. we just need to fucking learn how to communicate! he picked me up so we could fix things at like 1:30ish and i spent the night there. had to wake up early for my British lit final, and after 5 hours of...
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went to holly's last night with shael. he was a prick. more so than he's ever been before. is that possible? apparently. i really do not know what to do anymore. i've said that a quite a few times this year, but last night he crossed the line. maybe i do know what to do, i'm just afraid to do it

i can't wait to go home. i have a great job to start, and i will be out of WV. i won't get to see shael a whole lot, maybe a couple weekends, but that should be ok. we managed it last summer. my friends are there. it will be nice to see them again. it'll be nice to see the friend i've never seen...
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so finally this fucking paper is finished. two weeks since i started it, i finally get to turn it in. i learned a lot through the research, but two weeks, one topic... aaahhh exhausting.

i'm starting to think that i have this thing... where... i like need to be liked by boys. i mean, yes obviously i want boys to like me... but... i have...
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Wow. This week has been CRAZY. I don't think I've ever written so much in such a short period of time. I had an English Comp paper to write and a British Lit paper to write. Tuesday the reality set in and I started getting really stressed. And when I get like that I become my mother. She has a hard time handling stress rationally....
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