irisa

ive lost abit of weight now, but still not enough, i want to lose another 14-21lbs, then ill be happy, and maybe will try again. I havent had a photo shoot in months, had about 5 i had to cancel, no way im letting ppl look at me like this, its disgusting, espically nude!
Ive been doing well though, eating about 300-500 calories a day, lots of green tea and water too, wish i could exercise but im too ill and it would only land me in a hospital bed, still think it would be worth it though, maybe ill join a gym or something, summers coming and everyone else looks good already, gotta be thinner, got be perfect!