iris1

Hey.

Thanks for your support everyone. It really means a lot. Keep it coming and also tell me jokes! Jokes are good.

Things are still really quite shite. My three housemates have decided to ignore me and bitch about me for very little apparent reason. The way they are carrying on, you would think I am hitler. Te sad thing is that they havent always been cows, we all used to be friends. But now they are acting like three year olds and phasing me out of their little clique, which is stupid and hurtful and isolating. I did consider moving out and got as far as talking with my landlady and going to look at a room to move into. But then I realised that I would be letting them win that way. And that I love this house. This is my house, dammit! Sod the people. If they want to be pathetic then maybe I don't need them. I have great friends outside of this house. I have a great boyfriend. I have great readers who leave me nice notes on here. I just need to get my act together and be strong and not let them get the best of me. I only have to survive here for another six months after all. And if they get too annoying, my TV goes up REALLY loud.

I just need to remember how strong I am right now.

Tis all xx