well everyone! Im still not 100% yet! I had to go back to the doctor cause I was hurting so bad, everything is looking good so he gave me some stronger pain meds! So i went home and went to bed for a lil bit then took a bath before work. I took a bubble bath in candle light which relaxes me alot!! I took this pic the other day when i took a candle light bath and thought it looked good. I liked my expression!
Then i decided that since i hadnt really eatten anything, I had a carnation instant breakfast drink for breakfast and an amazing mango pineapple smoothy for lunch which was like and orgasm for my mouth! I should try to eat some actual good! well i made myself some scrambled eggs and I didnt get done with half of it before i got sick
! So yeah havent had any real food today! But the pain meds seem to be helping some! which is great cause i was in a good deal of pain yesterday!
Other than that not alot going on just trying to take it easy and heal which is so hard for me! I am so use to taking care of everyone and everything else alot of my pain is from me doing to much! i mean shit I got out of the hospital sunday and sunday night I made dinner for my family! Plus my daughter doesnt understand I hurt so she wants to jump on me and sit on me and she knees me and kicks me and i feel like crying. But i cant blame her I showed her my incisions and bruises and said mommas got owwies and shes go OWWWIES and touch them real gently which was cute then as soon as I put my shirt back down I was a trampoline again mommas owwies were out of sight out of mind! HAHA! But I love her anyways!
Soooo now just random shit! Im kinda obessed with this song so much that i have it on my phone and somehow my phone changed it to my ringtone I guess since I played it so much it decided to change it to my ringtone haha and i kinda LOVE her version of this song oh and I blame Magentalab hahaha
I missed my chat friends glad to see some of them again!! I still am lazy on the hell city post but its coming I swear lol! Ohhhhhh I have NEw hair some of you have already seen it but I cut my bangs. I have been threatening to do it for 6 years but i was always so afraid i would look stupid that i never would do it! Well I texted my mom she said i would look great but shes my mom shes biase. so I texted my friend and asked her and she said she thought id look good too so i got up went to the bathroom and cut my bangs!! When i was cutting them i started freaking out I was like this is a mistake im gonna looks stupid in almost a panic but the deed was done only needed to finish and style and get use to it! at first i was unsure but as time progressed i liked it more and more! then people started liking it too! its different but a good different! I have a brand new life to look forward too so I wanted a new look to go along with it! So In super excited about it so I wil leave you with a piic of me and my new hair do! Love you guys!!
Love-IrelandVixen
Then i decided that since i hadnt really eatten anything, I had a carnation instant breakfast drink for breakfast and an amazing mango pineapple smoothy for lunch which was like and orgasm for my mouth! I should try to eat some actual good! well i made myself some scrambled eggs and I didnt get done with half of it before i got sick
! So yeah havent had any real food today! But the pain meds seem to be helping some! which is great cause i was in a good deal of pain yesterday!
Other than that not alot going on just trying to take it easy and heal which is so hard for me! I am so use to taking care of everyone and everything else alot of my pain is from me doing to much! i mean shit I got out of the hospital sunday and sunday night I made dinner for my family! Plus my daughter doesnt understand I hurt so she wants to jump on me and sit on me and she knees me and kicks me and i feel like crying. But i cant blame her I showed her my incisions and bruises and said mommas got owwies and shes go OWWWIES and touch them real gently which was cute then as soon as I put my shirt back down I was a trampoline again mommas owwies were out of sight out of mind! HAHA! But I love her anyways!
Soooo now just random shit! Im kinda obessed with this song so much that i have it on my phone and somehow my phone changed it to my ringtone I guess since I played it so much it decided to change it to my ringtone haha and i kinda LOVE her version of this song oh and I blame Magentalab hahaha
I missed my chat friends glad to see some of them again!! I still am lazy on the hell city post but its coming I swear lol! Ohhhhhh I have NEw hair some of you have already seen it but I cut my bangs. I have been threatening to do it for 6 years but i was always so afraid i would look stupid that i never would do it! Well I texted my mom she said i would look great but shes my mom shes biase. so I texted my friend and asked her and she said she thought id look good too so i got up went to the bathroom and cut my bangs!! When i was cutting them i started freaking out I was like this is a mistake im gonna looks stupid in almost a panic but the deed was done only needed to finish and style and get use to it! at first i was unsure but as time progressed i liked it more and more! then people started liking it too! its different but a good different! I have a brand new life to look forward too so I wanted a new look to go along with it! So In super excited about it so I wil leave you with a piic of me and my new hair do! Love you guys!!
Love-IrelandVixen
i am glad that you are doing better and hopefully you will be 100% soon and i wish you nothing but the best in the start of your brand new life