irelandvixen

Hello peeps! Im still in the hospital!! Hoping to go home tomorrow! YAY on Mothers day lol! I miss my lil munchkin!! My surgery went very well but they kept me an extra night because i have been so sick. I kept throwing up and feeling awful! I havent really eatten anything since wednesday! Im not 100 percent they are gonna let me go home tomorrow just hoping at this point!! Im still in a good bit of pain! But ive only thrown up once today so thats progress! Everyone here has been so nice up till today! When my nurse seriously neglected me! They let me take a shower so they unhooked my IV and covered it so I wouldnt get it wet! then the nurse was suppose to flush the blood out of my IV and hook me back up but She NEVER came back! The last time I saw the nurse was 1 pm it was almost 8 before someone came in and that was after I had the nurse paged NUMEROUS TIMES!! THe blood in my IV dried up so they couldnt flush it out so i didnt end up getting a blood clot and DYING!! So they ended up giving me another IV in my other hand and taking that one out! But now I have an Iv in my right hand and a banage in my left hand and they still didnt hook me up to any fluid! So I have an Iv for no reason! So thats not exactly comfortable! I didnt get pain meds from 1pm to 8pm. I was seriously annoyed! Every other day was great! They really took care of me! I dont know if it was because the people are lazy on the weekend but it was terrible!! The nurse that came in on night shift said that should have never happened! So yeah I was irritated!! Cause I was really hurting and needed my meds! I am feeling much better today than I was yesterday but still not feeling great! Still not being able to hold much down!
I wanted to get on chat cause i seriously miss my chat friends and the hospital has net hence me writing this blog but for some reason it wouldnt let me get in chat! It would just say connecting but would never actually connect! So that sucked pretty bad! At first when I woke up from my surgery I told my bf that I should have just stayed fat cause i had never been so miserable in my life! I was throwing up like every 20 mins! I would fall asleep and it would feel like it was hours but it would only be like 20 mins and as soo as I woke up Id throw up! They had me on a pain pump so everytime i needed pain meds id just push a button which sounds great but I would push that button and within 2 mins I was throwing up! So they gave me a bunch of meds to try to not make me throw up! They ended up giving me benadryl and then the pain pump would work and i was able to sleep! So its been a process I just keep telling myself its worth it in the end cause I need to b healthy for my lil girl! I want to be able to play with her and run around and do things together without feeling like death and my knees hurting and being out of breath! So this is what i did to make it work and i dont regret my decision to do it! Its gonna be hard but worth it in the end! Im very excited to start my new life!

Im still gonna hold off on the hell city pics and stories cause im getting kinda tired and need to rest! But I may leave u with a couple of me that I really like!
I miss u guys alot and Ill b back in chat on THursday as long as nothing goes wrong!!

Love you guys-irelandvixen
me and baby girl

I like this pic alot you can see my new tattoo in it too

me playing in fountain it was awsome

I love this pic of my feet lol

and I'll leave u with this one another shot of my tattoo and my silly face! LOVE-IRELAND