Hey guys! WHATS SHAKEN!! NOT ME!! LOL!! I went to a job fair today and that sucked balls! The line to get in was huge it was like waiting in line at an amusment park only NOT FUN!!!! Anyways I wish I had the net back I miss being up to date on things and posting and chatting! I miss all my friends! I am working on getting a car so I can drive to Ohio and michigan and visit some friends! I need to get a way before I lose my mind! I am also Trying to get a second job! Thats hard when you have no car but like I said I am working on it! Things here are the same! My heart hurts alot and not in a physical way but an emotional way! I feel like I am defective like there is something wrong with me! I can be in a room full of people and feel completely alone! I have my friends I hang out with on Tuesdays that some I went to college with and I just realized that I cant really relate to them like I use to! I mean I was sitting in the middle of the table at Buffalo Wild Wings and One side of the table is talking Role playing and the other side is talking comics! When I was with my first serious boyfriend he was into the comics, roleplaying, video games, larp things like that and I was a part of that whole world and honestly some of it I loved! Costumes makeup those things I loved! But not for the last 4 years I havent been a part of that world I dont even own a video game console anymore! I feel so out of touch with my friends! I hate it! I miss being able to laugh and smile and have a really good time without worrying! Well Now I find it hard to find anything to smile about! I worry all the time! Not knowing where my life is going or where I will end up or if I'll ever be happy! Its hard for me to deal with all that! AND not having my SG friends to talk to alot or chat with at night to keep my mind occupied all I have to do is think and I am starting to go crazy!!! I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!! its crazy!
All I do is listen to music that sometimes makes me cry sometimes makes me want to punch something somehow that helps sometimes!
I just feel like I have no idea what Im doing with my life! I feel like a failure at everything I do I cant even Love correctly or keep a man whos willing to love me! SIGH! I wanted so much more out of my life than i have now! This was not in my 10 year plan to be almost homeless, alone, and not have a lot of friends or people to talk to and BROKE!
So anyways!!! I JUST REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS ON HERE!!! You guys always kept me upbeat! I do still have a few of you that message me on yahoo and call to check on me and you have no idea what that means to me! Keeps me from falling off the edge! So I love you guys!
I did 2 Sets for Vicious13vixens so I am gonna post a few preview pics here for you guys! I am no longer a blonde btw my 2 sets are the last with my blonde hair now I have Red in the back and blonde in the front again! Although the red is a darker cherry color that Im not so use to but its growing on me and people seem to really love it! But I have to post a pic of my new hair another day I believe! I miss my pink hair though!
Here is a preview of my Home grown set!!! ENJOY!
Last one my friend thought would be fun and naughty LOL!!
Here is the set I took at the lake! dont really have a name for this one yet!
Let me know what you think! I was quite happy with them! I am at a friends house which is why I am able to update with pics and stuff! I am hoping that my sets will be up very soon and they will Put me back up on the first page of VIxens on the site! anyways I guess thats all from here! I miss chatting with all you guys! If anyone wants to chat just chat me up on yahoo red_fire_witch@yahoo.com I am ususally always logged on! LOVE YOU GUYS!
Love-Ireland
All I do is listen to music that sometimes makes me cry sometimes makes me want to punch something somehow that helps sometimes!
I just feel like I have no idea what Im doing with my life! I feel like a failure at everything I do I cant even Love correctly or keep a man whos willing to love me! SIGH! I wanted so much more out of my life than i have now! This was not in my 10 year plan to be almost homeless, alone, and not have a lot of friends or people to talk to and BROKE!
So anyways!!! I JUST REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS ON HERE!!! You guys always kept me upbeat! I do still have a few of you that message me on yahoo and call to check on me and you have no idea what that means to me! Keeps me from falling off the edge! So I love you guys!
I did 2 Sets for Vicious13vixens so I am gonna post a few preview pics here for you guys! I am no longer a blonde btw my 2 sets are the last with my blonde hair now I have Red in the back and blonde in the front again! Although the red is a darker cherry color that Im not so use to but its growing on me and people seem to really love it! But I have to post a pic of my new hair another day I believe! I miss my pink hair though!
Here is a preview of my Home grown set!!! ENJOY!
Last one my friend thought would be fun and naughty LOL!!
Here is the set I took at the lake! dont really have a name for this one yet!
Let me know what you think! I was quite happy with them! I am at a friends house which is why I am able to update with pics and stuff! I am hoping that my sets will be up very soon and they will Put me back up on the first page of VIxens on the site! anyways I guess thats all from here! I miss chatting with all you guys! If anyone wants to chat just chat me up on yahoo red_fire_witch@yahoo.com I am ususally always logged on! LOVE YOU GUYS!
Love-Ireland
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i love the pics of you with your blonde hair!