Well I wish I had good news but I dont! Not really I had a few moments of TRUE happiness and it all falls apart again! So i really shouldn't get my hopes up! But I do everytime and then i end up hurting again! SIGH VICIOUS CIRCLE! But what am I to do! I have NO idea whats gonna happen or if i will end up homeless by christmas! i am working my butt off to keep that from happening but its just NOT enough! I have to come up with another way! Find another job and FEMA keeps not getting my background shit done! if I could get that job I would be so much better off!! I would be able to pay my bills! But until I can get that job i have to find something else! I am not real sure what either! I have mice in my house that ate my BREAD on my stove that sucked! I cant really afford a bunch of food and almost a whole loaf of bread gone! SIGH DAmn things!
I am really trying to be positive and know that everything will work out but i keep finding that harder and harder to believe!
I am in love with this song! someone special says it reminds them of me!
"Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there"
I also have this as a ringtone! I love the words cause its SOOOO TRUE!!!
(p.s i know the last ones a bit dramatic but i liked it! I know there are people who care and its funny that they are all on this site! if i need to cry on someones sholder, it usually someone here. I love you guys)
Ok I am done being depressive! Maybe i can find something funny to post now! WISH ME LUCK I AM HAVING A YARDSALE THIS WEEKEND TO TRY TO MAKE MY RENT MONEY UP!
true that!!! lol!
Oh P.s haha yoda tell me that i have a message from the darkside on my PHONE it ROCKS MY SOX!!!!
WEll I hope you enjoyed the happy section at least! So when i have something more interesting to say I will write another one! Hugs for everyone who actually reads these! LOL!!
Love always,
I am really trying to be positive and know that everything will work out but i keep finding that harder and harder to believe!
I am in love with this song! someone special says it reminds them of me!
"Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there"
I also have this as a ringtone! I love the words cause its SOOOO TRUE!!!
(p.s i know the last ones a bit dramatic but i liked it! I know there are people who care and its funny that they are all on this site! if i need to cry on someones sholder, it usually someone here. I love you guys)
Ok I am done being depressive! Maybe i can find something funny to post now! WISH ME LUCK I AM HAVING A YARDSALE THIS WEEKEND TO TRY TO MAKE MY RENT MONEY UP!
true that!!! lol!
Oh P.s haha yoda tell me that i have a message from the darkside on my PHONE it ROCKS MY SOX!!!!
WEll I hope you enjoyed the happy section at least! So when i have something more interesting to say I will write another one! Hugs for everyone who actually reads these! LOL!!
Love always,
tawanise:
nice outfit, interesting song, sad passage, damn, get crackers 
bellica:
Awesome pic babes! Gorgeous as always, I haven't heard from you in a while and the damn new SG feed always fills up with blogs and comments and yours get lost! Hope everythign came out great with the yardsale and the mice and I KNOW you'll get through this, I'm here if you need me ok? Love you so much soul sista! 
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