irelandvixen

WELL ONCE AGAIN I AM ALONE, SAD AND LONELY!!!! Thank goodness for my Hubby MOD!! I would just fall apart with out him and my wife BELL and my BFF ELVIS!!! IThey have gotten me through what I though would distroy me and what normally would! I am tired of hurting all the time! Wondering what I DID WRONG! Why am I always unhappy! Why people think I dont have feelings!! Or Dont Care about my feelings! I am tied of being a constant fuck up in the eyes of someone who is suppose to love you! Things are just all screwed up and I am not sure at this point if they are fixable!! you can only try to fix something for so long before you realize that its just not going back together and you have to give up! I dont like giving up, I dont want to give up! But I cant keep feeling like this! I am miserable all the time and I cry alot! I use to be happy, full of love and laughter! But now I have a hard time finding the love and laughter in anything! I hate feeling like this! Like Nothing I do is quite good enough. Like I am beating myself against a brick wall and slowly bleeding to death! Feeling like I am doing something wrong! I know I am not but it always seems to be my fault in the end! anyway things have to start getting better for me, I am tired of the darkness, time for some sun and maybe a rainbow or two! anyways enough deep GLOOM! Onto something light and kinda funny......

Well While I am at work sometimes I get a chance to take pics of things I like! So here are a few pics for you! NOw This FIrst one we were driving a back road by the river in Front Royal and I had to stop and take a pic of this I just couldnt resist! I LIVE IN HILLBILLY HELL!!! I couldnt believe this SIGN! and what a manly color BRIGHT PINK that will scare em off!! ROFLMAO!!! an yep thats a cow gate!!


Now here are a few artsy pics I took with my camera while at work!



THis one was taken on my camera with the negitive effect I LOVE HOW IT LOOKS!!!!!

COWS!!!! LOOK AT THE ONES HORNS LOL!!!




WEll I hope you enjoyed my photography as much as I enjoyed sharing my passion with you!! Love you guys and thank you to all of you that have helped me through a tough stop! Or have been there to listen when I felt like no one else did You know who you are! Much love always-Ireland