I have an substance problem - which is why I am awake now.
I am feeling totally unmotivated with my course - which hopefully will change soon
I am getting closer to someone I've known for a while I want to unmask myself and show my inner self - which I have never been able to do properly.
I am scared of growing old - but am interested in the memories that will exist.
my favorite quote is from Mysterious Skin
I am feeling totally unmotivated with my course - which hopefully will change soon
I am getting closer to someone I've known for a while I want to unmask myself and show my inner self - which I have never been able to do properly.
I am scared of growing old - but am interested in the memories that will exist.
my favorite quote is from Mysterious Skin
As we sat there listening to the carolers, I wanted to tell Brian that it was over now and that everything would be okay. But that was a lie, plus I couldn't speak anyway. I wish there was some way to go back and undo the past. But there wasn't. There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and tried to telepathically communicate how sorry I was about what happened. And I thought of all the grief and suffering and fucked up stuff in the world, and it made me want to escape. I wished with all my heart we could just leave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically disappear.
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I have such a hard time alowing people in...... I guess the memories are worth it.........