Saturday Nov 21, 2009

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New Direction -> New Relationship -> New Plans -> New Future - although scary... it is exciting... after being single for so long it feels odd - although very comforting having someone who I feel a very real connection with. <
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lonesky:
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veilchen:
I saw your (more expanded) blog on the SG Newbies board, I like your style and your attitude. I have a feeling you are destined for great things smile

Monday Nov 09, 2009

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I have an substance problem - which is why I am awake now.
I am feeling totally unmotivated with my course - which hopefully will change soon
I am getting closer to someone I've known for a while I want to unmask myself and show my inner self - which I have never been able to do properly.
I am scared of growing old -...
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_solipsist_:
deep stuff.

I have such a hard time alowing people in...... I guess the memories are worth it.........
doobs:
I know you feel down and out but as long as you tell yourself theres something worth living and fighting for you shall be fine, some times its hard seeing things through the positive side but there is always a positive side even if some times its hard to find. Good luck my friend, always look to the sky wink biggrin

Tuesday Nov 03, 2009

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Feeling a lot more connected with society today but still questioning certain aspects... will hopefully get some good sleep in this week so I can function as an individual and be able to get on with the work that needs doing. Most importantly finishing my project specification which I still feel very unsure about the direction to take it.

Adding Semantics to the Web is...
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_solipsist_:
Yah...it's all good. And thanks. smile

I love the music. Thanks for the link. smile

The aurora is always there.... you just can't always see it. It's sort of magic when it's there. We used to get stoned and lay on the hood of the car and listen to Pink Floyd watching the light show.... back in the day.
matter:
aha i already OWN some glittons

Friday Oct 30, 2009

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Another random rant with no real direction... just free flowing words which I will try and make some sense...

My emotions are slipping and changing all the time, I find language and this communication of the present and which so quickly becomes invalidated in any direction...

I am feeling alone right now... I know I have friends that care and love me as well as...
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inversechi:
Yeah - It's been a while since I've had thoughts like those in such a strong way... I think it was just the stimulants making my mind go in endless loops and questioning my own existence...

How long did it take you guys to snap out of these kinda thought patterns and find yourself?
cori:
you're sweet.
thank you so much for the love.

xooxoxoxooxox

Friday Oct 30, 2009

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Wednesday Sep 30, 2009

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Still not feeling at all motivated... so instead I decided to met up with a friend and go to Oxford to go my nose pieced just above my first stud and to also go watch District 9!!

I went in to the film with pretty high expectations... but I was still blown away... I'm a total geek for sci-fi films and this totally filled that...
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Tuesday Sep 29, 2009

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I am finding it so hard to motivate myself to do some more research for my dissertation right now. And university starts in like eight days.

Instead I find myself procrastinating reading random things on wikipedia and stumbling across interesting articles... not forgetting the countless hours spent playing computer games.