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Last night:

KARAOKE!!

Hoyah!
truthwhore:
i'm starting to get it, i think. as much as an average person can anyway. sorry i implied you were a nihilist. i was just looking for some further explanation.

it's not that i don't appreciate absurdity. i do. it's just that i find rationality much too convenient to give up. (what a typically american thing to say...) and i think it's critical for actual communication, though our dialogue may be beginning to controvert that belief.

of course beliefs are limitations. that's their purpose. i use some of them to strike a balance between utter confusion (or chaos of thought) and dogma. if i understand your stance correctly, you're promoting the extreme choas of thought. i can respect that. i just try to stay away from taking extremes too seriously. doesn't mean i can't learn from them.

anyway, karoake rules. i miss it.
xip:
I am not mad at you. I will email you.
-xip
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Kallisti,

Keep close the lesson of Johnny the Homicidal Maniac: Whatever you believe imprisons you.

O! Its the chilly time now. I can feel it in my skin. My skin is no longer a living breathing thing like it is in the summer, it isnt an organ any more. Now its just the annoying stuff that flakes off. I was scratching my head, as is...
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truthwhore:
by renouncing positive/negative, i take it you also renounce good/evil. if that's the case, what then do you live for? what keeps you going? personal gratification? for me i know it's a little of both.

without positive, there can be no achievement. without negative, no tragedy. there is nothing to fight for; nothing to resist against. what then is the point of realizing this? there can be no point. you end up bordering on nihilism, which i daresay never did anything for anyone.

i'm a pretty rational person, and by introducing me to the principia discordia, you threaten to destabilize the foundation of my conceptualization. that alone is intriguing enough for me to give it a looksee.
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Well, I've been making songs all weekend.

AND EATING.

This makes me werry werry happy. First, I got to take a hiatus from psyco-metamathmagics and shamanism and just got to focus entirely on making crappy techno, misdirected punkabilly, and noise. MMMM....and I actually ate three meals a day.

It's so refreshing. AAAAAaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Church was interesting this Sunday. It was all about the mission that Christ...
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truthwhore:
i was once of the opinion that you have to either believe the whole bible, or none of it. at any rate, if you only believe some of it, it's hard to know what's true and what's not. i guess it just depends on how good you are at recognizing truth, which is pretty subjective. then again, i bet there's a fairly distinct separation of ideas between those who believe blindly and those that think through it.

as for the missionary mandate, maybe it comes down to how fast you want the end of the world to come. for people who don't take much stock in this world, they sure do want to get their hands on it.
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A POEE MYSTEREE RITE - THE SRI SYADASTIAN CHANT
Written, in some sense, by Mal-2

Unlike a song, chants are not sung but chanted. This particular one is much enhanced by the use of a Leader to chant the Sanskrit alone, with all participants chanting the English. It also behooves one to be in a quiet frame of mind and to be sitting in a...
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GRISTLE LUBE
in my teeth 'cause your penis is there
I wanna spit it out
feel me
sickly gluon bear

would your daughter consent to having sex with me?
Would your daughter consent to having sex with me?
SEX WITH ME! SEX WITH ME!

Bleeding all over the bed
with me

penis vagina
mud pie?

(would your daughter)
have sex with me?
(would your...daughter!)
consent...
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lotus:
free mason
lotus:
haha.
ok
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micajah:
I like the bit about the robe and that we should laugh about life.

I'm someone who takes alot of things way too seriously.
truthwhore:
excellent space pics.

i also enjoyed the babylon/america rant.
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HAH! I've been recieving instructions from an extraterrestrial for the last five years and have been too thick to realize it!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

*guffaw*


HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
stellablue1:
what are wimple pants?
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Yes Yes Yes
Boom Boom Boom
Dawn of the Dead
Rock out your Head
Dig in with fingernails

Argue for your limitations
they're yours
Argue for you beliefs
they're yours
Just stop arguing

I live in Babylon
operation opposition
i"F you see symetiry
you see it in chaos
if you see idsotrer
you see it in chaos
if you see the Lord
you see him...
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xip:
You are not located in Tallahassee!
-Xip
xip:
Ok, yes, I interpret your being FROM WHERE I AM in Tallahassee... but your physical presence is not in Tallahassee. Your 14 square feet of skin and about 4 liters of blood are not located in Tallahassee, Florida, United States, Earth. Your physical body is in Kansas City. Your mind, your electrons and neutrons and protons and photons, etc. etc., those are all in Kansas City.
-xippie
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Well, today was just about the worst day ever. First of all, the country let me down. Fan fucking tastic. America's the new Babylon anyway:

http://aoreport.com/americabecomesbabylon2003.htm

Great.

I am a Christian, but here. Checka dis:

http://www.principiadiscordia.com/book/11.php

I have learned how to master nonsense pretty well. And this also means that I know how to lie very, very well. So I lie to christians and further...
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xip:
Eh, cutting, for me, is something of multi-tasking. It punishes me for whatever happened that makes me feel shitty, and it's also usually the crescendo that leads to me finally getting over something and moving on, or at least running the fuck away from it. I guess cutting is a breaking point. It's a boiling point. Yes. It's the boiling point for hatred. It's how I deal with hitting the red zone. HA.

I tried to comment on your Xanga journal, but I don't have an account there, so they bitch-slapped me.

If I may throw in my two cents, I don't think it's healthy for you to participate in a religion in which you feel such unabashed contempt. Especially because Christianity desperately strives to put ORDER INTO CHAOS, and I thought you & Eris were big hailers of chaos.

You are totally welcome here, any time. I think you still have my address. Fuck, I was about 10 minutes from driving up to your house about a month or so ago, but ended up being dragged out for one of "those nights" instead. You know. Alcohol and emptiness, single-serving friends. Go college.

I'm glad about your... gladness... to be going to Europe now. If my life in America turns to shit (err....again), I'll throw some panties into a pillow-case and hide away in the luggage compartment 1-way to Ireland.
-Xippie
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Well...it certianly has been an interesting week or so...

1) Got saved

2) Got a thousand smackers

3) Went to church

4) Completely changed everything I ever thought

5) Came back to everything I ever thought.


My becoming a christian is an excercise in trancendentalism, really. Oh, and the thousand bucks didn't have anything at all to do with my fellowship with Christ my Lord...
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xip:
So, I'm confused. Are you a Christian now? I haven't gotten to that Xanga site because I'm on my boyfriend's computer and it can suck my balls because it...sucks balls.
-Xip