interviews

What inspired you to become a SuicideGirl?

Well SG is a website that I came across as a teenager. Since I was a little girl I have liked to change the color of my hair, then when I was older I began to like piercings and I began to do several. At the age of 17 I got my first tattoo and at the age of 18 I discovered the world of nude photography. It was a world that opened the door for me to know myself better and to love myself as I was. It helped me take a big step in my self-esteem. So bringing together my passion for nude photography and unusual aesthetics in what a model is supposed to be, I loved it. In addition to being able to meet people who share my same tastes.

How did you come up with your SG name?

Well... I was looking for something with which I felt identified, the gothic aesthetic is something that has always caught my attention, for which I have felt attracted and with which I have felt comfortable. At the same time, the dark and everything that surrounds it. My name is a mixture of the demon Astaroth and the Gothic name, so that's how Astargoth came about

Tell us about your experience shooting your first SOTD, "Beautiful Scars"!

I remember my first set for the page as an experience that was very great for me. I had no expectations that it was going to be SOTD because you could see my innocent face and maybe a little scared for being the first time, although I did meet incredible people from the page who helped me and guided me at all times during the session, It really was incredible, when I saw the result, @Saria had brought out a side of me that I didn't know and I loved it!

If you could shoot a set with any SG, who would it be?

I would choose several SGs that I would like to be able to do a set with, in addition to meeting them. Since I entered the page, I loved seeing @Penny, her aesthetics are incredible, in addition to her musical tastes, I really like her as a model. I think we would fit in very well. Another person who I would love to meet and who I think I would fit in great with is @Plum. She is a girl who, like me, likes sports and she has it as a lifestyle. I think we could do a really fun set together, related to sports.

Share a skill or hobby you're passionate about with us!

I have been singing since I was 5 years old, my grandmother taught me and since then I have been developing that skill. I love to sing and express myself through music. I currently work with a musical group with which we put on a show and take it to parties in different places. I have been a singer of two heavy groups. And currently I'm also putting out my own music under the name of Holy Sike (you can find me in all digital platform).
Click here for a vocal video!

What are you studying in college?

I am currently studying a degree in psychology. Psychology is something that has helped me. I believe that mental health is a very important issue that should be at the same level of importance, and even more so, than physical illnesses. I would like to be able to contribute my grain of sand in this and to be able to help other people who need it. Being able to give them those tools that help them live in peace.

If you could be tattooed by anyone, who would it be?

I would love to be tattooed by Cecile, better known on instagram as Ccyle. I love the designs that she makes and the style that she has and without a doubt I would make one of her characteristic designs. She is located in Barcelona at a1bcn.

Tell us about your workout routine.

Throughout my life I have always been doing some sport. I did swimming for 11 years, but as I got older, I dedicated myself more to going to the gym. I currently practice Pole Dance and I am going to start in another gym to complete my exercise routine and be able to exercise the whole body.

What qualities do you look for in a partner?

If you had asked me this as a teenager, I would have told you physical qualities about the person, but over time you realize how important it is to find someone like you. What I look for in a person to like me is that they are fun, that they have similar thoughts to me regarding social issues, politics, etc., that they like to travel and nature; since I love camping and, doing routes through the mountains... People who enjoy the little things…

Tell us about your pets.

I have a dog named Molly, two girls found her on the street when she was 3 months old and she had a broken leg. They published her on the internet with the intention of finding a good family for her and well, I found her and I couldn't resist giving her love. She is great, we healed her leg and now she is a happy dog.

I also have a kitten, called Thunder. My partner found him at the door of his work, he was 1 month old and he was crying. It was very bad weather, it was going to rain and he couldn't resist giving him love, so he brought him home and now he is a happy kitty. And we are a very happy family!

Tell us about the best concert you’ve been to.

Without a doubt my favorite concert was when I saw Metallica in Lisbon. I was in the front row, I sang, I shouted, I jumped like never before and I had them so close that I almost exploded with love!

What are your all-time favorite movies or TV shows?

One of my favorite series is Shameless, I find it super fun and crazy.

I'm also watching the second season of Euphoria and the truth is that I love how it's done. The colors, the music... Everything is incredible!

For a few years I also got into the world of anime and well my fav anime is Shingeki (Attack on Titan) and now I'm watching Kimetsu no Yaiba (Demon Slayer).

What's your favorite phrase in another language?

It's not a very long phrase, but some words from a song that recently marked me were 'Per me' in Italian, which means 'For me'. For me, it is very important to do things for myself; that I think of myself and my well-being. It is something that we all owe to ourselves, to spend time with ourselves.

Thank you SG Community for the support - @astargoth