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one thing i never want to deal with is discovering im losing my youth. unfortunatly at 21, i already seem to be. i know its going to happen, but why do i need the apparent, the obvious shown to me trough the mirror everytime i glance? this is how it works for all you beautiful people. you look in the mirror, and see the beautiful...
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the way the sun reflects off the green grass. the way the brown field flows like ocean when the wind rushes past. the pollen in the air reminds me of spring, the feeling of happiness enveloping me. this world shows me im truly back home. this world keeps evil at bay. no war, no theories, police, or criminal imagery. just peace. atleast no theivery, or...
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wanting people to listen - you cant just tap them on the shoulder anymore - you have to hit them with a sledge hammer.

so amber (ex and best friend for years and years now) and i are at the mall, walking around, enjoying the night and what not, but seeing as amber's so "different" every once in awhile she'd get the normal disgusted looks,...
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fallen civilization and visual stimulation.

the clouds move in such slow resolution - in fact everything in this world that isnt man made moves at such a patient speed. why dont we? its like the old man in shawshank redemption says after getting out of jail and making it back into the real world (the outside being so different before he was thrown in, no...
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ive got to say that being a male is awesome for the most part. we get away without pregnancy, periods, all that. we dont have to put on makeup before going out, we dont have to shave our legs, nothing. we can look as unappealing as we want, and it doesnt fucking matter. though, maybe there in lies the problem! we cant look beautiful, we...
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interstellar.


ever sit back on your porch, deck, front yard, (or just in front of the window for those who cant afford a home... tongue ) and realize how beautiful the world is? past the buildings, past the five hundred other apartment complexes, past the other drive ways... and really see how wonderful the world can be to us? just looking at the sky for me...
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fatality:
Well that is CERTAINLY a very interesting journal entry. I'm interested in what you'll have to say in the future.