interstellar

ive got to say that being a male is awesome for the most part. we get away without pregnancy, periods, all that. we dont have to put on makeup before going out, we dont have to shave our legs, nothing. we can look as unappealing as we want, and it doesnt fucking matter. though, maybe there in lies the problem! we cant look beautiful, we cant dress up, and unless we are alternative, we look so normal that we dont stand a chance to be noticed. if you're a goth male wearing plenty o' makeup-it doesnt matter if you're attractive or not, because you get the chicks just for being different. the rest of us... well, if you've not got the brad pitt jaw line, or charisma of johnny depp, you're nothing. i always hear women talk about its whats on the inside that counts. well, i find that line is just a way to make themselves feel less snobby. sorry, but i feel im just being realistic. everyone wants someone whos attractive on the outside as well. im no different. it seems human insinct to have someone we can show off as a trophy, "hey, look at whats mine." for most males, we were not made to be looked at, desired, or adored. we're just there to overpopulate whats already overpopulated.

no matter how slick you think you are, science always proves to be far superior. you try to pull a crime, and just wait, the human error in you will show through. how many different ways can be used to solve a crime? blood, hair, saliva, semen... and the fingerprint. something we cant even see directly can have the finger pointed in your single direction. something thats as unique as a snowflake, everyone of them completely different. out of all the people in this world-the prints on your very fingertip are just as distinguishable as the next persons... its unbelievable.

everyone has flaws. and that includes you. you may find me to be a mentally deficient prick... but thats fine, because i know for a fact i can point something out about your physical feature or otherwise that i dont like and or agree with about you. so, its always better to remain quite than to speak out about someone; because you never know, you might end up being the one left butthurt. with this said, im going to go off topic alittle and lead this all more into my life. now i dont believe in fate, karma, or well, nearly anything, but i do believe it to be ironic that a manager at work didnt believe me about my car being wrecked, and then not two weeks later his only good car gets hit by a lady on her cellphone, and not just hit, but completely totalled. and she got off with nothing. maybe, just maybe, you should put alittle more trust into my words and i wouldnt be laughing at this one so easily. because i cant help but find it a wee bit humorous.

people seem to wonder why i buy so many cds. well, i love being a consumer to the man, why else? turn on your radio, and then you'll understand why i own so many cds. you'd get tired of hearing the singer of hawthorne heights crying out his eyes too. which to my misfortune, audioslave seems to still be putting out music which no one wants to hear. i find it to be an obligation that these guys all die off. tom morello sucks; if you think hes a genious because hes got his own sound then i hate you like i despise him. the repetitive riffs bore me.

and i swear there must be crack in mcdonalds cheeseburgers. as much as i'd like to eat healthier, i cant seem to put down my bacon, crack, and chedder melt. it doesnt matter if it makes me sick, because weeks later, im eating there again.

and while i appear more normal for the most part, ive noticed that no matter my influences, likes, or lifestyle, lets say its atad alternative, the only girls adding me on myspace are preppier girls. and i use this term loosely, i dont mean to group everyone as a whole.... but it seems to me the more open minded girls are not alternative afterall. or maybe they (the girls on myspace)just like grindcore and stretched ears and ive been wrong all along. (...though ive retired the gauges as of three or so months ago.) who knows? i guess what makes the difference is whether or not i was sporting a mohawk. which btw, i'd love to grow a mohawk, then wear nothing but hollister, old navy, aeropostale, and the likes just to piss the elitist, lucid thinkers off. i just want to see how out of the box most people are. thats just the way i roll i guess. really though, i just want to open people up so that they really are free from boundaries, restriction and what have you's.

so, how long has it been since the last presidential election? not that it matters, because this time-january of 09' i'll know not to vote. because my vote did not count. and seriously, isnt he on his like tenth term now, hasnt he been in office for like a decade plus? because it sure fucking seems like it. you know even after his 2nd term is up, and there will be no fucking way for him to run again, he'll still find a way to remain in office. what, will bush senior elect himself leader once more? what about the dead pope? because seriously, this all seems like a huge joke; like im dreaming. government? what government? i say give chuck norris the votes and let him run the place. we're better off. and well, its apparent with actors like arnold the governator running california its not that far off...