wanting people to listen - you cant just tap them on the shoulder anymore - you have to hit them with a sledge hammer.

so amber (ex and best friend for years and years now) and i are at the mall, walking around, enjoying the night and what not, but seeing as amber's so "different" every once in awhile she'd get the normal disgusted looks,...
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fallen civilization and visual stimulation.

the clouds move in such slow resolution - in fact everything in this world that isnt man made moves at such a patient speed. why dont we? its like the old man in shawshank redemption says after getting out of jail and making it back into the real world (the outside being so different before he was thrown in, no...
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ive got to say that being a male is awesome for the most part. we get away without pregnancy, periods, all that. we dont have to put on makeup before going out, we dont have to shave our legs, nothing. we can look as unappealing as we want, and it doesnt fucking matter. though, maybe there in lies the problem! we cant look beautiful, we...
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interstellar.


ever sit back on your porch, deck, front yard, (or just in front of the window for those who cant afford a home... ) and realize how beautiful the world is? past the buildings, past the five hundred other apartment complexes, past the other drive ways... and really see how wonderful the world can be to us? just looking at the sky for me...
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