Tomorrow Is wednesday.. My 25th b-day.. Not sure what I am going to go do.. I am single, and hate it. My brother won't be there , and wont be for the rest of my life. It is hard to think he is really gone. My mom ordered his headstone and that will look amazing. Its hard to fathom , to hold back the tears. I feel so alone even when surrounded by loved ones. The only present I want for my b-day is my little brother, but I cant have that. I am a sad 25 year old..
