scream therapy.
dad spent the night in the hospital
$140 in parking tickets
5 backlogged papers
broken glass in my flipflop
fitful sleep, bad dreams, lights on, clothes on
passive aggressive bullshit wank behavior GODDAMMIT
it's the exhaustive quality of explosive outbursts that really attracts me to them. screaming doesn't fix things, but it's such a powerfully symbolic gesture of release that afterward, you really do feel as though you've ejected something unwanted. tearing up a parking ticket, for instance, throwing it down, and stomping on the shreds until they're pavement paste doesn't change the fact that I have to pay school another 20 dollars, but it represents to me my own little private rebellion. a bloodless revolution that I can have all by myself without offending anyone or getting arrested.
dad spent the night in the hospital
$140 in parking tickets
5 backlogged papers
broken glass in my flipflop
fitful sleep, bad dreams, lights on, clothes on
passive aggressive bullshit wank behavior GODDAMMIT
it's the exhaustive quality of explosive outbursts that really attracts me to them. screaming doesn't fix things, but it's such a powerfully symbolic gesture of release that afterward, you really do feel as though you've ejected something unwanted. tearing up a parking ticket, for instance, throwing it down, and stomping on the shreds until they're pavement paste doesn't change the fact that I have to pay school another 20 dollars, but it represents to me my own little private rebellion. a bloodless revolution that I can have all by myself without offending anyone or getting arrested.
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I'd do it myself, but I can't play the guitar.