well went to dr got new meds told im supposed to see a shrink and go to counciling. first off its kinda hard for me to open up to a complete stranger who is going to judge me as soon as i walk in the door. yes i admit i do still carry some personal problems that i still dealing with from times past. meds are helping i think.....i dont feel like ripping into anyone. i wonder if there is a tattooed and pierced shrink out there might make me feel a little more comfortable. second hoping i can find a new place to live closer to work hopefully it will come through. im trying to find hope still but not looking so well. i dont see me dating anytime soon sadly but its what ever im used to it by now, trying to get up the confidence to go to the movies by myself. still feels akward. guess thats all for now. thank you for those of you who have offered kind and supportive words in the past few days.
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also, they aren't judging. i promise. that doesn't even come into your mind when with a client. there so much else to be focused on. truly.