inkedcraig

I'am going to venture out into the real world right now. Nothing will be high def im scared. Planning on going to sit by the river to think about some stuff
so update later on tonight below this i think. Cheers for the comments guys, love to you all.

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SO the second i stepped outside it rained, lovely english weather!!!! SO my plan of mulling over shit by the river went for a long un!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have more clarity on something than before now but it still remains abit up in the air right now. ALot of ifs, buts ect but i know the important factors are there.
Its weird also how a song can Almost seem its been written for a situation you find yourself. NOt that i really like Linkin Park & yes i did have my flames before mr bennington was know the world over but the song Breaking the habit maybe made me realise some stuff so im gonna post the lyrics below.

So theres a new American express travlers card instead of travlers cheques so im gonna use one of these for thailand & take a small amount of cash. They are a cool idea you use it as a debit card, you just top the card up ect. Use it at cash machines ect.

Just brought me some spicey wedges & BBQ chicken

Also got garfield the movie of the little one so once she's bathed later its into bed with a movie hehehe.

Had alook rd town to see what i need for holiday, its coming fast so i need to get my arse into gear really & start buyin shit like sun creams ect.

I have no plan as to what to take cloths wise. Im think take stuff for a week then just it again the week after lol Maybe not tho

Ah well abit of a ramble i guess.

Big Big thanks to richardt Prob one of the coolest guys ive ever had the pleasure of talking to. Thanks alot buddy.


Lyrics


Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
Tonight