So Hey,
This is my first blog. I've run out of work to post it. Two reasons. My gf has said that after six three emails from 9.30 to now I haven't made up something from last night. It happens weekly but doesn't stop me from being close to tears about it. Feels good to get away from the pressure of constantly having to perform. i also don't know how well nudity would go down on a monitored sight! Probably no -one will read this but I want to get started with a blog, and where better than here! I feel like shit. I know I shouldbn't say that in my first ever blog. But I'm completely cut off. I can't form proper friendships, I can't talk to her (she doesn't like feeling picked on), and I have to go back to it tonight. I houldn't talk badly about her, its disloyal, but every day I feel like I'm going to break! Maybe talking on a blog will help, catharsis of some sort. And then there always the pretty pictures....
This is my first blog. I've run out of work to post it. Two reasons. My gf has said that after six three emails from 9.30 to now I haven't made up something from last night. It happens weekly but doesn't stop me from being close to tears about it. Feels good to get away from the pressure of constantly having to perform. i also don't know how well nudity would go down on a monitored sight! Probably no -one will read this but I want to get started with a blog, and where better than here! I feel like shit. I know I shouldbn't say that in my first ever blog. But I'm completely cut off. I can't form proper friendships, I can't talk to her (she doesn't like feeling picked on), and I have to go back to it tonight. I houldn't talk badly about her, its disloyal, but every day I feel like I'm going to break! Maybe talking on a blog will help, catharsis of some sort. And then there always the pretty pictures....