feeling creative...
GROWING UP
After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts.
And presesnts aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats,
With your head up and your eyes open.
With the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.
And you begin to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure.
That you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.
eh, what can i say. it's been one of those days.
GROWING UP
After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts.
And presesnts aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats,
With your head up and your eyes open.
With the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.
And you begin to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure.
That you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.
eh, what can i say. it's been one of those days.
as for the bar scene sorry i dont have any connections in boston but in chi my ex GF (who was a bartender) swore up and down that its WHO you know and not nec experience. so start hangin out at a bar you like-schmooze and after awhile ask if you can help out when it gets busy. i myselfam thinkin about tryin to tend bar in chi while im home over xmas