injuredcyclist

my internet has been fixed, but im still sick. all in all, its a trade im willing to make, especially with a long weekend on tap and no plans. oj, oj, and more fuckin oj.

sick on christmas. fuckin awesome. my throat feels like someone attacked it with a wire brush. when i cough it sounds like im about to die. woke up this morning at 5am and spent the next two hours with my eyes closed trying to back to sleep, noting the body aches. i was hoping this was just going to be a sore throat, but it...
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I found out today that I don't get paid for holidays during my probationary period at work. So that means no money for Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year's Eve, and MLK. In other words, thats $950 that I won't be getting.

I'm so completely frustrated. I can't decide if I want to just tear my apartment apart or drink myself into oblivion. I need that money.

counting down the days until i get health insurance again. my skin is getting shitty and im dying to be back on my happy pills. the latter more than anything. psoriasis is annoying, but im a lot happier when im on the pills.

cata comes out on tuesday. looking forward to it.

i had a true blood-themed dream last night. it was odd mainly because...
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tired of looking at that old entry, but ive got nothing to replace it with.

im hurting about the holidays and i wish i wasnt. i didnt think i was going to.

playing a lot of wow. like, all the time. faction transfered my druid, at long last. hes the first character i ever started, back in december 2006. tauren now, named Facedancer, which i...
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its odd but i actually feel old. i didnt think 27 was anything special, but i caught myself thinking that im now in my late 20s. got under my skin a little. with my new job on the upper east side, ive been walking back and forth. its a little over a mile from my apartment, and takes me maybe 20 minutes. ive also caught...
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Its my birthday. 27.

i dont have any plans. my birthdays have historically kinda blown.

work in an hour, but i know i dont have much to do. reading the last harry potter book again before the movie. might get me through the day.

settling back in. its odd how three weeks away makes you forget what it like to live somewhere. i forgot how much trash is on the streets, how completely oblivious people are to others until they literally bump into them, now desperately unhealthy people are in this neighborhood. i saw a very pregnant woman walking down the street smoking. just perfect.

entering a different mindset...
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Kemper often talks about the effect her dogs have on her moods and alleviating her depression. She says that her meds are a bit useless without her dogs to keep the shit at bay. I admire how honest she is in what's essentially a public blog.

I don't have dogs, and my gecko Atticus is a pale imitation. I do have a bike, a bike...
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one of my cousins is trying to organize a family reunion this summer. i feel a little guilty because i dont care if i go. my family, on both sides, tends to do their own thing. loyalty is generally to immediate family, if then. im one of those people. also, i have an issue thinking of things to say if i havent seen someone for...
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