What an unexpectedly long weekend. My first week at my new job went really well, but I broke a clutch cable on my motorcycle on the way home, and shit has gotten a bit out of control after that.
My debt is fucking killing me. Next week I'll be posting an ad on craiglist in an attempt to find the cheapest place possible in SE Portland. Once I move I'll attempt to find a part time job for maybe one night a week and on the weekends. I'll quit smoking and drop drinking to one night a week. If anyone has a loft above a garage let me know.
I'm sick of not being able to do what I want, live where I want, get the tattoos I want, get the dog I want, buy the bike I want, go the fucking bar even, because of a mistake I made at 19. I'm fucking $95k deep in student loan debt. Fuck this. I don't care if i have to work 70 hours a week for the next four years, but three of the four are under $20k. Shit, two of them could be paid off with $14k. I'm done living like this.
I'm strong enough to do what's hard.
My debt is fucking killing me. Next week I'll be posting an ad on craiglist in an attempt to find the cheapest place possible in SE Portland. Once I move I'll attempt to find a part time job for maybe one night a week and on the weekends. I'll quit smoking and drop drinking to one night a week. If anyone has a loft above a garage let me know.
I'm sick of not being able to do what I want, live where I want, get the tattoos I want, get the dog I want, buy the bike I want, go the fucking bar even, because of a mistake I made at 19. I'm fucking $95k deep in student loan debt. Fuck this. I don't care if i have to work 70 hours a week for the next four years, but three of the four are under $20k. Shit, two of them could be paid off with $14k. I'm done living like this.
I'm strong enough to do what's hard.