settling back in. its odd how three weeks away makes you forget what it like to live somewhere. i forgot how much trash is on the streets, how completely oblivious people are to others until they literally bump into them, now desperately unhealthy people are in this neighborhood. i saw a very pregnant woman walking down the street smoking. just perfect.
entering a different mindset when it comes to what i put in my body. ive never been much of a fruits and vegetables person. my mother didnt make me clear my plate when i was a kid, and i stupidly developed a bit of an aversion to things that are best for me. however, i know what you eat has a direct (and huge) impact on how you feel and, more importantly, how you perform. my goal is the montauk century in may. id like to start feeding myself right now, so its a habit when i start to seriously train in february.
im about to pose a question to my parents im not sure theyre going to like. they recently finalized their will, and have told me what i stand to get when they die. i dont care about getting a 'payout' when i lose my parents. theyre also relatively young, so any money likely wont happen for another 20 years. id like them to take a couple of my student loan payments a month, those with the smallest balances. it wouldnt be half of what they said ill get when they pass. if they cant, or are unwilling, im going to ask that i been written out of the will. been thinking about this quite a bit lately.
my new job was nice enough to give me the day off because i flew back on saturday. i didnt need it, and it really just gave me an excuse to sleep yesterday, but it was nice. after three weeks of training, im convinced this is a better opportunity than i thought when i interviewed. things could get very good for me if ill work for it.
anyway. it looks like my roommates didnt really clean while i was gone, so i have work to do. also, im still not really unpacked.
entering a different mindset when it comes to what i put in my body. ive never been much of a fruits and vegetables person. my mother didnt make me clear my plate when i was a kid, and i stupidly developed a bit of an aversion to things that are best for me. however, i know what you eat has a direct (and huge) impact on how you feel and, more importantly, how you perform. my goal is the montauk century in may. id like to start feeding myself right now, so its a habit when i start to seriously train in february.
im about to pose a question to my parents im not sure theyre going to like. they recently finalized their will, and have told me what i stand to get when they die. i dont care about getting a 'payout' when i lose my parents. theyre also relatively young, so any money likely wont happen for another 20 years. id like them to take a couple of my student loan payments a month, those with the smallest balances. it wouldnt be half of what they said ill get when they pass. if they cant, or are unwilling, im going to ask that i been written out of the will. been thinking about this quite a bit lately.
my new job was nice enough to give me the day off because i flew back on saturday. i didnt need it, and it really just gave me an excuse to sleep yesterday, but it was nice. after three weeks of training, im convinced this is a better opportunity than i thought when i interviewed. things could get very good for me if ill work for it.
anyway. it looks like my roommates didnt really clean while i was gone, so i have work to do. also, im still not really unpacked.