injuredcyclist

if being unemployed has taught me anything, its that i have to go back to school.

looking through job listings today makes me want to kill myself. i dont want a sales job, i have no advertising agency experience, and i dont have my series whatever-the-hell license, which seems to eliminate a lot of openings in new york. the thought of dragging myself through years and years of this is truly depressing. i still have no fucking idea how id finance a masters degree, which i think makes the situation a little worse.

apparently the start up was looking for someone with a technical background. ive been in a bad mood since i found out. all the rejection makes me feel like the last three years of work experience was wasted, and that i got the wrong degree. after a while you begin to wonder what exactly youre qualified to do, if anything.

i should be happy since i have a third interview tomorrow but shaking myself out of this mood is proving rather difficult. i dunno. this will pass, like everything else, and in a couple years ill probably look back on this summer as a great learning experience. for now though, it just kinda sucks.

night.