oh, and:
at first i thought the squirrel was kinda funny. hes been hanging out by my window drinking the water leaking from my air conditioner. then i woke up yesterday to him trying to chew away the plastic i have taped between the top of the ac and the window, apparently trying to break into my room. i was annoyed, but still thought he was funny. i like squirrels.
unemployment benefits finally came through, so life isnt quite so bad any more. still not handling not having a job very well. still desperate to move back to san francisco. still wondering how many firms are going to bother interviewing someone that lives on the other side of the country. still havent heard back from anyone about any job ive applied to. still have my fingers crossed and praying with whats left of my faith that things work out the way i want them to.
being jobless just makes me feel insecure and aimless. i always deal with it by being angry, which isnt good. and my best friend is going through some stuff in the run up to her 10 year reunion, so im a bit adrift, more than a little cut off from people, especially now that its decided to be fucking hot in new york.
the shaman is geared for icc at last, and my guild is about to make its first cohesive runs, but i find myself hesitating. ive played so much wow lately im a tad burnt out. doesnt take much anymore. desperate for Star Wars: The Old Republic to come out, especially after the news released at e3.
night.