injuredcyclist

if i was still in (or back in) san francisco, id step outside and look at the skyline and see some stars. however, not only is it cloudy outside, but im in new york. i feel almost homesick for that place. i want a second chance to do it right.

feeling ok. looks like the unemployment will come through, for perhaps even enough to afford the insurance rates of cobra. be nice, given the fact that cycling comes with a chance of going down and being injured, to not lose my health insurance. my skin would also love that. i still dont really feel like being around anyone or talking to anyone though. ive noticed that when im outside and not riding that i set a bit of a scowl on my face (couple of exceptions, that waitress whose eye i caught today being one of them). ive turned my phone off for the weekend as well.

waiting for a call that wont come until at least next week.

night.