really, lately im almost using facebook as twitter. this too. but i know more people on facebook, so i both feel less pathetic and know more people will actually read what i write, which i find comforting. i can talk to myself out loud, writing it down seems overkill.
ive been listening to a fuckin ton of stevie ray vaughan lately. so much that, since i dont think my upcoming bonus will be big enough to afford a plane ticket the hell out of town for a week, i may finally go buy a guitar and learn to play. i had one in college, but never sat down and made myself play enough to learn. however, finding out about blue bear helps: http://www.bluebearmusic.org/index.php.
i am dying to leave on a vacation though. working basically non-stop since i got hired in february last year. a week away would be wonderful. ive never traveled abroad. dont even have a passport in fact. would love to see rome, since as much as i would like to see new zealand and australia, the cost of plane tickets out there make that basically impossible.
in order to relieve my loneliness, i think im going to start volunteering. hope iitll be a good way to meet people as well. grown tired of hiding in my room. a song from eve 6 feels like it fits well of late:
When do we get to the part where I can go home,
been hiding inside the jungle gym for way too long
waitin for someone to come along and find me
live in an apartment that bums me out
it don't get better when the lights go out
wiatin for someone to come along and find me
swimin through the isles at the grocery store
I don't even know what im lookin for
waitin for someone to come along and find me
at least im breathin
at least im alive
as long as im dreamin
everythings gonna be alright
from 'at least were dreaming.' as work (sorta) slows down, thats what my life feels like.
speaking of things ive wanted to do forever. stone temple pilots play at the greek theater in berkley next friday. my older brother introduced me to them years and years ago, and ive always wanted to see them live. ill be there next friday night. *giddy* i love a good show.
night.
ive been listening to a fuckin ton of stevie ray vaughan lately. so much that, since i dont think my upcoming bonus will be big enough to afford a plane ticket the hell out of town for a week, i may finally go buy a guitar and learn to play. i had one in college, but never sat down and made myself play enough to learn. however, finding out about blue bear helps: http://www.bluebearmusic.org/index.php.
i am dying to leave on a vacation though. working basically non-stop since i got hired in february last year. a week away would be wonderful. ive never traveled abroad. dont even have a passport in fact. would love to see rome, since as much as i would like to see new zealand and australia, the cost of plane tickets out there make that basically impossible.
in order to relieve my loneliness, i think im going to start volunteering. hope iitll be a good way to meet people as well. grown tired of hiding in my room. a song from eve 6 feels like it fits well of late:
When do we get to the part where I can go home,
been hiding inside the jungle gym for way too long
waitin for someone to come along and find me
live in an apartment that bums me out
it don't get better when the lights go out
wiatin for someone to come along and find me
swimin through the isles at the grocery store
I don't even know what im lookin for
waitin for someone to come along and find me
at least im breathin
at least im alive
as long as im dreamin
everythings gonna be alright
from 'at least were dreaming.' as work (sorta) slows down, thats what my life feels like.
speaking of things ive wanted to do forever. stone temple pilots play at the greek theater in berkley next friday. my older brother introduced me to them years and years ago, and ive always wanted to see them live. ill be there next friday night. *giddy* i love a good show.
night.