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So lets see the weekend was interesting... i kinda drank too much at the party friday night. strangly enough i could not walk, people who know me know one of the very last things to go when i am drunk is my motor skills. I can usually handle 4 beers and 4 shots no problem, the problem was packing them all into 2-3hs with the last 3 shots in a 30min period. Needless to say my sat was spent recovering from my misfortune.

in more recent news, one of my ex-gf's came over last night. Now i dont want to sound to judgemental but damn that girl has not taken care of her self, she has gained like 50lbs since we dated 3 years ago. Not only that but she snores like a train trying to go up a steep hill i ended up sleeping on my futon in the livingroom. I really fell bad for her it seems like she has no self respect/esteem and nothing positive in her life. All she does is sit at home drinking all the time, no real job. She started back in school but she is going to ITT which i highly doubt is that hard a school. I think she has just given up on her life. I know i can be a negitive person and I am prone to depression but I dont think i could ever let my self drop into that much of a hole.

I also think god has it out for me, on my way into work today a propane and gas storage faccility exploded just seconds after i drove past it. the fire trucks were on their way as i pulled into the office. Some how i did not even notice unitl i saw the news. But the fireball must have happend just after i passed the place. Go me for having no idea it took place.

Finaly some good news, my wheels are supposed to be here today so lets hope the get dilivered so i can get them on my car.