infernus

Trapped I am! Trapped in a cage of my own making, my failures and foolishness bearing upon me as a weight.
There are so many things I could do, could have done. I've wasted the potential I (think I) had. I can see where i want to get, but am unable to get there, cant see a path from here to there. My grandma died recently, she'd been sick in a home for a year, and I'm glad she died for the release more than anything. Currently waiting for an inheritance from her, dont know how much I'll get, but if its a decent amount, i'm hoping to go Australia for a year. Think the UK is going to be tough for a while yet, and my job situation is seriously getting me down.

laters

Currently listening to: Cancer Bats