infernus

I have the worst hangover i've had in a long time, went to the Snooty Fox in wakefield, great little rock pub, drank to many shots of 'Black Mass' and awful I do feel today!

Thought I'd write a little about my strange attitude to friendships I seem to have. Firstly I'm lazy with friendships, I let them wither and die, I make no effort...
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Things are going pretty well, got my inheritance from my granny and have bought myself a lovely new laptop, beats my wifes wanky netbook! Its great havin a financial safety net. Full steam ahead still for the move to Oz, Holls getting a few offers of jobs already, just have to wait. Been climbing a bit more just lately at the Climbing Works in Sheffield,...
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Had a spiffing weekend went to Sonisphere festival on saturday, had an awesome time, saw; Lacuna Coil, Soulfly, Anthrax, Papa Roach, Skunk Anansie, Placebo, Rammestein and Gallows. Had a great time drinking Hobgoblin and I'm only slightly sunburnt!

At an interesting point in life right now, preparing to have a year in Australia, hopefully should be there by Feb if all goes well with visas,...
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Trapped I am! Trapped in a cage of my own making, my failures and foolishness bearing upon me as a weight.
There are so many things I could do, could have done. I've wasted the potential I (think I) had. I can see where i want to get, but am unable to get there, cant see a path from here to there. My grandma died...
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In a deep dark hole, been in and out of work for the last few months and have been pretty depressed, got a crappy job labouring at the moment and it chews me up inside but i need the money. anyhow really need to stop whinging on and on and on....

Playing: Final Fantasy 13, and Borderlands
Watchin: The Wire series 4
Listening: AC/DC Ironman2...
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Skint, unhappy, wondering where it all went wrong (even though i know where it went wrong, but it doesnt help)

back from paris finally, had a blast but the eurostar is a fucking rip-off!

I'm in a wierd place right now, managed to get a bit of work, been doing 11 hour days for 7 straight days including the weekend, so guess i'm tired. I feel discontented, i'm not enjoying the work, plus i've got a bit of a panic on about some upcoming events.
Anyway i'm coming on alright with my climbing, really think i'm progressing, fucking makes...
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Went bouldering on friday night, new experience, was really cool though, highlights my general lack of body strength though, plus wasnt a great idea to go cycling for 10 miles the day before, feel like i've been beaten with sticks for the last two days, guess that just shows how unfit i am haha!

Got a couple weeks work too, so life is a little...
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Lifes a fucking drag

I'm becoming a miserable wretched hermit, need a good kick in the head, this unemployment shit sucks.
Why cant these fuckers i'm sending applications to at least acknowledge them? I could these fucking jobs easy, i know i have a high opinion of myself, but i work twice as hard and am twice as smart as most of these other dicks....
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numbing the pain of self-enforced isolation with red-wine and videogames, becoming a dangerous recluse

Just finished story mode on Arkham Asylum, and i think i'm in love with Harley Quinn she is hot!

Just thought i'd share