just updating.. i have no clue what im doing this weekend.. hopefully i wont be at home.. my car is still getting mods done wooo.. so still carless.. which sucks even more.. and im like in the middle of butt fuck chandler.. well more like next to chandler/gilbert comm college.. eww..
in a month ill be in tempe.. thought it would be easier on me to live closer to ASU , there's a reptile shop on broadway and southern i believe that ill be working at in sept, but its only going to be part time.. so ill keep the sec. guard thing also.. 9pm-6am.. then sleep a couple of hours and go to the reptile shop a couple of days a week when i dont have classes, it will keep me busy and not thinking of my ex..when i first came back to az to visit him..my 2nd day here he proposed to me.. and told me he was doing it because he didnt want to lose me.. then asked me to move in with him.. well guess what.. you are losing me..and you treat me like i dont matter right now.. :rants and rants:
bah i've had enough.. im so stressed out im hardly sleeping..
me and my other roomie are going to talk to the chick we are renting from.. because we are having problems.. which i just dont wanna deal with right now.. im such a passive person..
as much as i am getting hurt by my ex i still love him.. and i still want to be with him.. which is stupid right? i wish i could actually find someone that would treat me right
:sigh: have a nice night everyone..
in a month ill be in tempe.. thought it would be easier on me to live closer to ASU , there's a reptile shop on broadway and southern i believe that ill be working at in sept, but its only going to be part time.. so ill keep the sec. guard thing also.. 9pm-6am.. then sleep a couple of hours and go to the reptile shop a couple of days a week when i dont have classes, it will keep me busy and not thinking of my ex..when i first came back to az to visit him..my 2nd day here he proposed to me.. and told me he was doing it because he didnt want to lose me.. then asked me to move in with him.. well guess what.. you are losing me..and you treat me like i dont matter right now.. :rants and rants:
bah i've had enough.. im so stressed out im hardly sleeping..
me and my other roomie are going to talk to the chick we are renting from.. because we are having problems.. which i just dont wanna deal with right now.. im such a passive person..
as much as i am getting hurt by my ex i still love him.. and i still want to be with him.. which is stupid right? i wish i could actually find someone that would treat me right
:sigh: have a nice night everyone..
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u know.. im always here to try and fix the cracks he's put in the foundation.. maybe we can build ourselves a house someday.. =)
Good for you!!!