Ok so the squirrel incident yesterday was an omen. Last night one of my wisdom teeth started coming in a little more. So here's the catch:i have no room for wisdom teeth!!!! 
So now it is jammed up under my back molar pushing and throbbing 
my health insurance sux and i can't afford a good dentist because of it WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Plus because of my anxiety disorder i can't be put under anasthesia(probably spelled wrong but meh)...bad things will happen if that occurs
You see i am a wee bit over paranoid about death. I spend hours at night laying awake wondering if I am going to be alive in the morning or if I am going to die in my sleep and not know. You see because even though i still wake up as usual...i am always paranoid until after my shower(it relaxes me)that i am dead and this is just a memory of what it is like to be alive. My biggest fear is not knowing when i cross the threshold.
I did find this one dentist who uses sedation instead of happy gas or whatever...what they do is give you a pill to take an hour before your appointment.Then you apparently sleep through the whole experience and don't remember anything. My sis says it is amazing..but damn i'm scared!
Ok so everybody has to tell me good things about getting wisdom teeth removed and cavities drilled no horror stories please just good happy ones...
Oh and give me money to pay my dental bills!
Nah just kidding...well i'll always take free money so i guess on some level i'm not kidding...
Be good
edited to add a picture
So now it is jammed up under my back molar pushing and throbbing my health insurance sux and i can't afford a good dentist because of it WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Plus because of my anxiety disorder i can't be put under anasthesia(probably spelled wrong but meh)...bad things will happen if that occurs
You see i am a wee bit over paranoid about death. I spend hours at night laying awake wondering if I am going to be alive in the morning or if I am going to die in my sleep and not know. You see because even though i still wake up as usual...i am always paranoid until after my shower(it relaxes me)that i am dead and this is just a memory of what it is like to be alive. My biggest fear is not knowing when i cross the threshold.
I did find this one dentist who uses sedation instead of happy gas or whatever...what they do is give you a pill to take an hour before your appointment.Then you apparently sleep through the whole experience and don't remember anything. My sis says it is amazing..but damn i'm scared!
Ok so everybody has to tell me good things about getting wisdom teeth removed and cavities drilled
no horror stories please just good happy ones...
Oh and give me money to pay my dental bills!
Nah just kidding...well i'll always take free money so i guess on some level i'm not kidding...
Be good
edited to add a picture
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it only hurt for the first day but you have to watch what you eat.....don't want dry sockets.
good luck!
a) often big cities have cheap(er) clinics for dentistry...may be an idear -- that pill/sedation thing, that's what I did. I dont recall a single minute of it (it was an IV). It rules. Slept for like 18 hrs afterwards.
b) id imagine after so much death-obession, you'd grow to e OK with death. Really, there's not a whole lot you can do about it.
c) if youve got all sorts of issues about death/waking, wtf are your dreams like?!?
d) nice photo, freako
Y~!