Wednesday had been one of the worst days I've had n a long time! I had therapy....sucked ass. I ended up throwing my guts up AGAIN! Paxil withdrawls...fun!
. So I was so sick of throwing up and feeling this way and go to the ER. My heart rate went from 88 bpm sitting to 138 bpm standing 2 secinds later!!!My blood pressure had the same thing. So, I got 2 shots for the nausea and puking and an iv with 2 liters of fluid. My doctor is very concerned and that I probably would have died if I hadn't gone in. UGH! Stress! Withdrawls! THIS SUCKS ASS!!! I MISS CASEY!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


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kickboxer:
I'm just curious - are you getting any more pics anytime soon? 

thearcanecircle:
i think this is the month or week of depression and problems...let me know if you ever need anyone to bitch too..