So I wanted to clear the air with you guys and kind of explain why I'm taking a break from SG and modeling in general. First of all, I love the experiences I've had doing it and all the memories I've made but I realized that modeling wasn't making me happy anymore, it was actually ruining all confidence I had in myself and felt more like a chore than a hobby. At a certain point I had to ask myself "why are you doing this" and I really couldn't come up with an honest answer.
I started to hate every picture I had taken of myself because I felt none of them actually expressed who I was as a person and I became more of a sex object. Yeah I know, I'm naked online what else should I expect but I absolutely hated it. Then I started to notice that many of these girls do it for just that reason, they want to recognized and become "internet famous" for being naked which is fine, whatever floats your boat but it's not for me. It felt like SG was more about gaining more followers on social media than it was about the alternative modeling it promotes. I see so many damn girls who are more than deserving to be pink but they are ignored.
I did a lot of thinking about this, and I don't want to do it anymore. I feel like I'm meant to do more in life than be naked for the world to see so that's why I am no longer going to be doing it. I appreciate all the wonderful people I've met through this site and who supported me but I'm now on to the next journey in my life ✌
