Well, it's an understatement to say I feel better. Bubble bath with salts for my muscle tension, candles, green tea, talk with my Gran, and now a little smokin. Oooh it's a good day. like I knew it would be. ^ ^ I love The Secret. I love feeling in control. I love life. I couldn't say that before, it's really stupid, but I couldn't. I still feel like I'm wasting my time in certain aspects of my life, but I know that I am working to change that. I'm mostly focusing on my job. I think I need a new one because the more I work there the more I realize it's the red-headed step child of the district's centers. One of the reasons I let myself get a little upset today is because I have OCD. When things aren't the way they are supposed to be I get really thrown off and anxious and aggravated. It's not about everything and to be honest at home, I can be quite the slob. While still loving to clean, I might add, I have no idea how I let myself do this.. lmao xD but anyways, I work in a screening booth at a plasma donation center. I call donors in, take their blood pressure, pulse, temperature, hematocrit (or iron) and their protein to determine their eligibility by basic health whether they can donate on that day. We're essentially the gate keepers. This may sound like a very chill, easy job, but let me explain. It's not in the best neighborhood, or area and most of the donors get by on the compensation for their donation. So sometimes when we have to tell them they can't donate they get really upset, and argue with us, cuss, and do other not so pleasant things.
So it can get pretty stressful on top of the usual job problems like douchey higher ups and shitty schedules. I want a new job because I need more room to grow, I feel like my talents and skills are squandered here.
Also, I meant to post this yesterday lol
So it can get pretty stressful on top of the usual job problems like douchey higher ups and shitty schedules. I want a new job because I need more room to grow, I feel like my talents and skills are squandered here.
Also, I meant to post this yesterday lol