Tuesday Oct 09, 2012

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Today is a tough day.
I have been sad most of it
My eyes hurt from crying and the ache in my heart doesn't go away!

It is the two year anniversary of my mother passing away from her 5 year battle with lung/brain cancer. Though she is no longer with me on earth in person I am glad she feels no pain and know that she is still so proud of me.

Here are a few things that make me happy when I think about her smile love you momma

In loving memory of Jennifer Ruth Hurst T.

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Young Jen:



Nana an her first grandson Andrew!!!


Nana with my niece Bianca<3


Mom with her family smile


Mom and her girls at the Rhode Island annual garden show!


My mom is amazing



a pic i edited for my mom


The tattoo i got that started off my back piece memorial for my mom.
her favorite flowers, morning glories<3


R.I.P Mom, the most beautiful gravestone <3



you taught me well, I'm proud to call you my mom. My guardian angel smile


p.s this is a necklace she gave me before she passed, and its my next tattoo hopeful that will go in the center of my chest between my bewbs so i always have her heart with me smile


I share this difficult day with you all not for any pity of any sort though your condolences are so appreciated and help ease my pain. But for all of you to know that i love that i am here and the support i feel from all the hopefuls and members and sgs is overwhelming and sometimes unreal because its how i felt every time i knew my mom support my passion. You guys all give me such a positive outlook on life and i love you all so much for it.

Thank you for your continued support and help through this awesome journey! you guys rock smile SG FOR LIFE! LOLkisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss

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indicatokes:
all your words have meant a lot thank you everyone! <3 <3 <3
cihuacoatl:
Loss is one of the many things some do not know of what to feel, for they have not been through it yet.. Many who do know, who can feel your pain you have inside, in which can relate. In life, many things happen that some can or can not understand. Know that the sadness you feel inside is pain of strength to carry on in this lifetime. Lovely pictures of your mother, and you two do favor. She lives on in you, and she is with you in spirit. Certainly feel the pain you have and though they are invisible wounds that can never be healed completely, it leaves scars, yes.. but In saying this, you are mending and appear to becomming a stronger person. Of the many losses we have clenched in our hearts.. They may not be here in the flesh, but they are with us in spirit. She is with you<3

It is unfortunate you are not close, OR I would be honored to ink that lovely dedication on you. I do hope you have an artist or anyone in your area to take their time out and make the best tatt for you. Hope you get it soon, and I am sure all of your pals will be smiling to see it.

Continue to embark on your journey though destiny is lingering on your path, and you will find some peace.

Though I am late to just now come across this.. I lit a candle for you and your mom right now<3

Blessings be with you..

Cihuacoatl

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