indica1

Bush's speech had me so agro tonight! He really played to the crowd and their fear of terrorism. He still didn't really say a damn thing about what he belives in with any specificity. So many people seem to be endorsing him blindly and that is SCARY in an election this close. There is a STOP BUSH show with some d.j.'s etc on the 10th if anyone wants to go. Ill put the info up when I get it. So, if he gets elected again, I am SO gone. Ill go to Amsterdam. Armeggedon will come soon anyway.

So I sent in my pics to Missy today and she wants me to meet her next week for an interview. I dunno what that is about or if there will be other girls there as well, but I am glad she wants to meet me. Thank God aries is doing my hair tommorrow because it has been undermining my self esteem. My fuschia shock looks salmon pink and thats all bad. It looks SO GOOD when I keep it up so I am going to take care of it this time. When Aries did my hair, I got more compliments on it than ever in my life! Then I got my nails done and I felt so SEXY! But since then I have been moving and looking for a car and trying to make money so I have been neglecting myself. I decided recently, however, that I want to be more dedicated to being one sexy bitch! I became inspired when I saw the set that Lithium Picnic shot of me. I am going to start working out seriously and eat better and get massages and keep my hair and nails looking sassy. I just feel ENTIRELY different when I look better and do things for myself. Plus, I have a lot of ideas for sets and I want to look HOT! Aries and I have been talking about a few ideas and we have a few photgraphers who want to shoot with us. I have to get my wigs and costumes out of storage. I have a HUGE box of vinyl and corsets, etc for us to play with.
I went to bed at noon and slept till 7 pm. My schedule is so fucked up right now. I am a total insomniac. I wish I were more like the chic in Real Genius who doesnt sleep but knits sweaters and builds shit during the night. I end up exhausted and fried and it takes me 36 minutes to make minute rice and NOTHING truly productive gets done. Although I do end up smoking record amouts of weed so maybe I should call Guiness and see if there is a challenger for that. Now THAT would be something productive! !
Damn, and I wondered if I'd have anything to say. MaybeI shouldn't write in my journal when I stoned. Or maybe I shoudl ONLY write in it when I am stoned