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AHHHHHHHH
I can't concentrate long enough to do the papers for this course I'm taking. Its an incredibly easy course, I'm just so distracted.

I'm getting awfully antsy and want to hear back about my FAFSA. I feel pretty lazy just being home almost all day everyday. I'll be pretty excited to get me more educations!
Here is some visual stimulation:

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bethy13:
you're alive! lol some times i worry.
unique3:
great photos! I love photograpy. biggrin

omg. drools. that car was the shit! I'd totally rock out in one of those. hehe.

yes I know. everything does happen for a reason. maybe I came here for the wrong reasons and thats why it's not working out. I dont know. it's just I came here to better myself and I'm in worse debt now then I was up in MI! it's so stupid. like why did eveything fall into place if it wasnt meant to be. guess it's always a learning expirence so I cant complain.

now you better get your work done! wink
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I hate posting because there is hardly ever anything good to write about anymore.

My Megs died in a car accident one month ago from yesterday. I still feel like it was yesterday and I get a painful stabbing in my heart that is enough to take my breath away every few hours. Her mother gave me some of her things and said that I...
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unique3:
yeah it was a good movie!

I'm sorry you're still hurting. I know it'll never go away just get a little more tolerable. *HUGS*

aww kitties are cute.

I was thinking about the casino..but there's so many rules. and background checks and uniforms,ect. I'd probably have to take my piercings out.. I dunno. I may check into it.
meagan:
haha I can't say anyone has ever called me spastic before. That is definitely a new one. wink
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*HEADDESK*
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*sigh*
*cry*

I hate today. More than I've ever hated any other day in my life.
I hate today so much, I will continue to hate tomorrow in rememberance of today.
Why are things so frustrating?
thefreak:
frown

kiss kiss kiss

-TM
sassydeville:
I love you joyebear! let's elope!
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So a few nights before I moved away from WA, my friend Megan had a Margarita Party. The Margarita Party turned into Tequila and Beer party. Tequila and Beer party turned into
Gey Joye As Trashed As Possible party.

And so it happened. I thought (hoped) no one had pictures from that night, but as it turns out, my friend Ashley has pulled through with...
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thefreak:
You're silly. biggrin

-TM
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Working is amazing. I wake up at a decent hour, go to work at a decent hour, Sidra is back in daycare and I get to come home and make dinner again at a decent hour. I haven't been able to find myself going to sleep at a decent hour, but I'll get myself back on an acceptable working girl schedule.

Hmm, what else?
Well...
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thefreak:
Seriously...that cat is adorable. biggrin

-TM
sassydeville:
Aw, boobear, I'm so happy for you. I'm so glad the job is going fabulous for you and that you're enjoying it as well.

I swear I'll call you soon. It's just been rough lately and now my dad is in town for a few days. Soooooooon, my lovely.

I love you bunches. You're an amazing mother and an amazing young woman as well. Go you!
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Hmm, I've been waiting a little while for my old bosses to hire me back... Kind of a long story... I quit right before Christmas and then started working at the pizza shop shortly afterward. Last month the previous company shut their doors and went down for good. I was kind of sad because I had been told I could get my job back as...
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unique3:
and congrats on getting that job! it's nice that you continued your connection and she was able to hire you back someplace else!

oh wow. too cute! 5yrs old and skateboarding? she's going to tear the hearts up. biggrin
bethy13:
poor lil sidra nose. and woot for friends in the right places.

TN is full of cowboys... .And whereas I could never, myself, be into a cowboy, I hear they're really good boyfriends. lol
it's funny you say that because michi and i were joking around the other day about dating some good ol' boys
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thefreak:
Tranny bunnies! shocked

-TM
bethy13:
your cat is adorable. and i can't stop cracking up about your bunny.
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So lets see... since I hate Oklahoma's disgusting weather, I've decided to be defiant of all my clothes and my bathing suit bottoms lately. When I go out, I've turned all my favorite long skirts into all my favorite tube dresses, all of my favorite lingerie cami's into my favorite tank tops, but at home, I lounge around in my bathing suit bottoms and sheer...
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unique3:
yes I know! but Im relieved actually since I've been getting so depressed about not having a job. I dont like not knowing if I can make my house payment every month you know?

and my parents are supportive of me moving across country so that's all that matters to me.

I'm hoping we'll move end of august but it just depends on when he buys the restaurant. it could be sooner. either way I'll be ready!!

how can I not be excited about moving to the sunny state and living rent free 10mins from the beach!?
shanti:
you should threaten your bf that you're thinking over if wearing clothes at all is necessary...

thanks for your advice, i feel alot better after putting some thought into my actions and my plans for the immediate future...

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unique3:
it sucks just sitting around. I mean for a while it was cool but it's getting old really fast.

hope your week is going well!
bethy13:
kiss and that's why i heart you so
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Mmkay. Update in a nutshell:

1. A best friend of mine passed away a week and a half ago from a heart condition. It was really hard for me, but I got to make it for his funeral last Tuesday and it was better than I thought it would be. It's weird to consider a funeral "good", but I have lack of words.

2. My...
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thefreak:
COMMENTS!

Also, my condolences. kiss

-TM
unique3:
sweetie dont worry! you'll comment when you have time, and you did. I'm sorry you've been going through so much. hopefully the ride now is a little smoother.

that blows that they're repo'ing your car. fuck them! it's always about money. fuckers.

yeah my girl has crazy abs. guess being in the army does that to you. love But sometimes I catch myself feeling self contious about my body cuz I wish it looked like hers. But then I remember that I love having big boobies and an ass you can set a drink on! tongue

it was hard dealing with my breakup between my fiance and I. But I honestly think it was best. I gotta live my life doing what makes me happy. And looking back, I think I would've been content to get married and have kids but we had so many underlying issues I wouldn't have been happy.

SHE makes me happy. She's going to be by my side in this crazy journey of life. hopefully for a long time.