indecisive

Mmm good weekend. I did exactly what I wanted, when I wanted to, for as long as I wanted to do it. Feels like the past few weeks have gotten out of my hands. I make plans with people and then they change last minute. A relaxing swim at the lake turned into a party. Making dinner for a friend turned into a party. Ugh, people just don't appreciate quiet company anymore.
I talked to my Megan's mama the other day for over an hour. We tried not to talk about Megs, so we had a huge discussion on bacteria and kitchen rags and clementis flowers. Don't know if i spelled that right.

Mother eff I am tired as shit.

And Sidra and I are zombie killers. Thank you and goodnight.