The winter's got me even if the sun is shining. Miserable...a polite winter. Lately, it's like, I feel blank. my clothes smell like grandfather clocks and tobacco, and I'm listening to Hole again and there's a heart attack in a jar quietly buzzing on a bookshelf. Do I have to feel this vacant? I feel love, but it doesn't shine. I guess I'll just have to wait for the summer because they're not going to let me blow my brains on syndicated television. Am i modestly hiding a giggle, or choking on my own saliva? I just uploaded photos from this past summer...sad, heavy chest feeling...who will go with me overseas this summer? who will take silly journeys with me? this is not good. I'm suddenly very sad.
Seriously strange places...
Seriously strange places...
last night i fulfilled your fantasy, haha. sounds wierd right? but there was this girl at the bar with a crutch and picked it up to move it off of a chair so i cuold sit down and i hit the girl on the other side of me right in the face with it. now smile you.