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you better come visit me some time you cocksucking piece of shit. i thought you were madly in love with me and them you just leave me and never come around anymore. i know you're the fucking fan club prez so represent. you are the walrus (you goofy bastard leaving weird ass shit on my phone like that) hope everything is going good. i'll call you sometime this week to let loose my inner drama queen and do a little back and forth phychiatrist-patient role playing. pretty fucked up and kinky, huh?

your journal is pretty fucking boring.

email me sometime and let me know whats going on. i miss you. your an asshole for leaving and not saying goodbye. oh well i'm usually "that scary bitch" so i guess it evens out. i might not be moving to SF as soon as i thought so hopefully i'll get to see you before i go. hope everythings ok.(you know, not too many phsycotic thoughts and all) well take care of yourself. i miss you @}--}--------

thanks for the compliments on my set. where the hell have you been? i have like a million stories to tell you so email me or call me or something. ok?

you asked me when i worked a few days ago so here it is:

i work on friday and saturdays and thats it because weekdays suck cock. but i pretty much just show up when i feel like it (as you can tell being that its saturday night and im tweakin on my computer instead of working) but if you let me know when you tentatively are planning on coming in i can try to actually show up that night.

nice mask douche bag. seriously, out of all the pictures why would you pick that one. im not ever going to be able to look at your page again without laughing. hell, i'll probably picture that stupid mask on you every time i see you at the club. at least tell me you were fucked up on tequilla or something.
well, anyways go check out my website if you haven't in a while. theres new pictures and i'm adding more today. and come visit me soon. your like heroin and i need my fix.

hope everythings going well.

[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 4:23PM]

[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 4:23PM]

thanks for the compliment. your so sweet.
so when are you coming to visit me again. work is boring. theres always a whole bunch of douch bags in there that are horrible conversationalists and either think im too ugly or too scary. by the way you suck. you said you were quiting your shitty job and you chickened out (pussy, i was looking forward to your mohawk)

i'm sorry that your feeling shitty. i think you should go back to school if thats what will make you happy. but you know me, i'm a fucking dreamer. i would tell anyone to do whatever would make them happy no matter what they have to do to fucking get there. (i'm going to be a rockstar, remember?) and i read your last journal entry and if you want to quit your job then quit your fucking job and focus on finding something that will make you happy. (you seem really fucked up right now (but thats ok so am i) we should hang out sometime)

on another note fuck you (j/k), you didn't come visit me on saturday. i was sad. but i'm working on wed/fri/sat this week so stop by if you can. it's been interesting lately. i've been going with the super goth look and scareing the crap out of the customers (well, not all of them) and i learned a whole bunch of new pole tricks so you should come in so i can show you.
well i'll stop rambling so i don't seem like a pshycopath. i hope you feel better. i'll email you.

You say Anamaniacs, i jones for Ren and Stimpy...

Norm MacDonald is in the class of comedy which is funny because you know he's the exact same way in real life, all the time.

i'm going back to work(finally)
my schedule for next week is wendsday/thursday/saturday
come visit me(pretty please)

im going back to work today.
come visit me

dear my fan club president,

i like your poem. it's pretty. impressive as usual.
im going to try to put more pictures on my site soon(like in a week)
i'll let you know/ and maybe i'll actually go back to work next week(maybe)
we'll see(come visit me if i do)