I used 'harsh' caused it hurted. I mean, he could've said any other thing so the rejection would sound 'softer'?
I know I look pretty stiff, specially on picture #1 but as I said I'm on anxiolytic pills now. I dunno if this has something to do about it anyway. Havent been feeling playful for a while and I'm too self-conscious about wether my legs look chunky, my jawline is too wide, my boobs too small, nose too big, puffy undereye bags,... and when I smile you can see all those wrinkles around my eyes. I know it's all a lot of crap but I cannot help it, at least now. Anyway I really appreciate your advice and will try to have more fun!
So Hi SG Land, this is my very first blog, so I'm gonna keep it short not to bore you... This one is about Happiness, and the little things in life, I'm in a good mood, because it rained on the weekend, what's so special about rain you ask... well for instance see it twice a year yup i live in a godless desert, and... Read More
ive had this problem for years. it went away for a while.. but always come back when i am doing things with my arms.. like standing and working at a counter.. which is what i do for work.. i am a pastry chef, so standing all day, my arms out in front doing stuff.. looking down at my work. ouch