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OK ITS BEEN WAY LONG SINCE IVE POSTED NETHING......
THERES JUST BEEN WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA GOING ON IN MY LIFE WITH MY MOM, BOYS, WORK, SCHOOL ETC....THE LIST GOES ON AND ON

I THINK I BRING IT UPON MYSELF MOST OF THE TIME, LOL.
MY MOM ON THE OTHER HAND IS NOT TAKING HER MEDICINE SO ITS BEEN HELL AT HOME. MY EX FIANCE...
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sempi:
Happy B-Day!
starry_eyed:
happy barfday!
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hey all im in cali wiht my best friend kimmy...havent gone out to do much the weather hasnt been on my side lately. its been raining. but we went to the gym. went to big bear for some snowboarding-fun stuff, and the beach at night-beautiful. we're gonna go to the beach today whether the weather is nice or not. its so beautiful here, and the...
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lessthanpunc:
aww man are you still in cali im soo jealous i want to go away to wild wild west a state thats untouchable like alieness that is dr dre ima gangsta i know well i hope your havin fun fun fun!!! smile kiss skull
zanafar:
Where have you been?
Come on back frown
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sorry havent updated in a bit....just been trying to keep busy.
My mom isnt doing too wel and its kind of hard dealing with a shcizo....when she wont take her medicine like shes supposed to, and only taking it every few days is worse than not taking it at all b/c it messes with your chemical inbalance even more. so ive been trying tos tay...
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zanafar:
Cant offer much to you now......but if you like the outdoors, when summer gets here I can take you white water rafting smile
lessthanpunc:
man you and your motherly struggles you have to be like a totally mentally strong power house. seriously that is so much to deal with and you just seem to operate normally under other stresses many people would crumble under!! well keep on truckin' <-------------------------god how can i possibly get all my life advice from trucker hats and mud flaps!!
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okay...today i found out my car needs the trans fixed..or jsut a new one, and that just sucks.....more money to that piece of crap.
But on a better note im pretty happy today, i went running for the first time in way long. I feel better. me and my ex fiancee are being nice to each other which is good i don't really like being...
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zanafar:
Awwwww......your such a great big sister
Glad you and the ex are getting along.....always good smile
glorybox:
Cars suck... i am glad my dad takes care of mine. I am so clueless when it comes to cars.... it took me a while to get used to pumping gas. whatever
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okay i went to the bike show at the convention ctr today...was pretty cool, saw the ducatis-yay...and saw a bike that i want the suzuki gsxr1000, and my friend called me one the guys today. He was arguing with this girl who he likes and she has a bf and he was explainging that he cant be friends with girls. Okay mind you this is...
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lessthanpunc:
yay i got 2 happy journals from u that was a double score!!smile


1.) movie:Emmit otters jug band christmas i know its not christmas but seriously it rocks. \m/ Kermitt \m/

2.) A-Z encyclopedia of serial killers. ok i never read but this is one of the only true whole books i read like not for class or anything. it makes you realize how crazy people are.

3.) Song: i been lovin this song as of late Bright Eyes-Lover i dont have to love. what a kick ass song!


1.) how far are you from crofton?
2.) what do you do to get away from life?
3.)wanna hang out sometime? smile
lessthanpunc:
the reason i asked about the crofton thing is because my company which is really small has a office in the waugh chapel shoppin center we only have 3 rehab centers and i work there sometimes just wanted to know if u know where it is and all that smile kiss skull
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okay my friends....today is a happy journal day...lessthanpunc has requested one from me...
Hfs is back lovelies..105.7 fm 7pm -12am monday-friday and the wknd we own....
and i think until howard stern goes satellite we have him in the mornings as well...
How awesome is that..its not the whole hfs but at least we got some, the wonders the internet can do, and some...
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starry_eyed:
ugh i didn't miss hfs but i'm glad you're happy it's back :o)

you should start hanging out with the cc group on either tuesdays or sundays or whenever we go out. we're fun peoples :o)
zanafar:
Good luck with the new boy smile

Oh......and thank you for the comment

[Edited on Jan 22, 2005 9:00PM]
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hello to everyone....
its been a interesting few days i would say....
hfs is gone...that saddens my outlook on this year with no festival....what to do????
Go to ozzfest, hellfest, warped??
yes but the festival was a place where you could find all different walks of people...its always been a fun time the past 7 years....goodbye to that tongue

My mom hasnt gone back to see...
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renfield7:
The WHFS thing saddens me as well.

My last Cure show was there, and it was the first time I'd seen Offspring. Hell, I remember seeing INXS there years and years ago. It would be hard not to remember my High School years being accompanied by HFS's broadcasts of The Violent Femmes, Siousxie and the Banshees, Sisters Of Mercy, Cure, Depeche Mode, They Might Be Giants, Erasure, David Bowie, and so many others.

It has changed with the times, but still remained one of the coolest things going in our area in my humble opinion.

The next HFStival would have to be Mariachi bands in their current format...

This whole thing just seems wrong.
glorybox:
I cant fucking believe HFS is gone. There is a petition circulating online somewheres. That was my all time fav radio station, eventhough they overplayed the shit out of everything. Plus i loooooved the HFStivals.
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The sadness ends, and the difficulty continues

i love this song... "the widow" by mars volta
My mom came home from sheppard pratt today...an unexpected..uneasy feeling came over me when i heard her voice...
this is going to be difficult to deal with..we have to all monitor her medication, b/c she will not take it on her own w/out help..
I went to the kitchen...
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jezika:
ok mars volta is pretty damn good. i actually heard of them through my friend dave and carl- they are drummers and well the drummer from mars volta is unspeakably good. then i heard "the widow" on the radio (first time i turned the radio on ages) but def look into other stuff my them.....

....have fun in cali.....
lessthanpunc:
I hope all goes well with ur mom. i depend on my mom so much i would die with out her.... that also sux about stalker ex's i never understood that i mean obviously u guys are done y be so presistant move on with life.....yeah ima guy and i know we do suck i know i do most of the time atleast i try so hard to read between lines i really do but somehow i always fuck it up but then i just get the privledge of being real nice to make up 4 it smile

BTW: have fun in cali which part i had a friend in barstow AKA bumfuck but i loved san deigo mmm san deigo how great of a place
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i made my flight reservations to go to cali from 2/7- 2/14....to get away from everything thing here.....
Man everytime i go see my mom she brings up my ex fiancee..shes all why don't you and josh get back together. Does she understand that i went thru so much bs with him....
and he kicked me out of our house...of all things!!!! Now why would...
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zanafar:
Awwww.....dont cry
I know your going through alot. You spent 7 years with him....so you must have been happy at some point and thats what your mom is thinking about......she just wants you to be happy
Anyway.....Im always willing to talk if you ever need it smile
freshprncebelair:
Cheer up emo kid.

If you want to go on a week long bender, you can come drink with me up in the EC. I don't have a job really (I haven't called to say I want to work during break yet, and can hold off doing so ), so I can drink all day with little or no consequences. It would be awesome. We could drown our troubles in copious amounts of booze. I could lament about Martine, Megan, and Heather, in order to compete with your comiseration. Although my relationship stuff is mainly petty bullshit that is caused by me liking girl who don't have much in common with me. I am going to be back in Maryland tomorrow night, and if you wanted to do some heavy drinking, we could start bright and early wednesday morning. My heavy drinking friend left for college already, so I need to kee-p up the partying I did with him while he was still home.

Why am I so closet emo? Because my anti-emo idol (Matt from the Venkmans) broke up with his girlfriend (actually she broke up with him), and he turned into the most emo piece of shit I ever met. I was so sad. He was my role model. At least his self-depreciating humor helped him keep the respect I had for him.
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well just got home from a horrible nights adventures....
well it really wasnt that bad
but i went to powerplant with some friends, followed them up there...didnt want to go in the first place..im not much of a clubber but its my friends 21st bday and she jsut had to go...
But anyways, my friends, grant, lil joe, rosie, kemp, ears and his girl were...
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lessthanpunc:
mmm toureg good luck those bitches are mad money....hmm oh the powerplant how i have had so many nights of retardation there i hate it most the time too yet i always go back so many assholes and sluts there it is amazing it really makes me love baltimore oh well i still call it home smile
glorybox:
I hate powerplant! I used to go there when i was in highschool, havent been back since about 12th grade. So, i understand wat you are saying.
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today was pretty good.....
im gonna go see my mom in like a half hour and then off to sushi with my friend....
i saw the funniest thing happen i work at toyota in glen burnie(glentucky), and i was at panera today goin back to work from lunch and i saw this expedition speed by us, and it hit this lady walking across the street.....it...
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zanafar:
Awwwww*heehee*.....you really shouldnt *snicker* laugh at other *snicker* peoples expence *runs out of room to explode in fit of laughter* biggrin
freshprncebelair:
If you want to come, that would be cool. I am not sure what's going on yet. I still have to see who is up for what, and what time everyone is available (It's mainly to catch up with people from HS while still on break.), and ask my mom if I can have a bunch of people over. Im thinking it's going to be a sort of dinner/hot tub bash. I need to get home first, and talk to some people before etching anything in stone.
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well i saw mymom at sheppard pratt and it was a little strange, it took alot to not break down and cry, i did that when i left the place. But it was definately different. my mom wasn't talking with her "friends" at all but i could def tell she wasn't all there and she was off in her own world most of the time....
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freshprncebelair:
Eeeek.....hope everything turns around.
lessthanpunc:
Feel free to steal all the pix of mine you want i care not smile thanx 4 the compliment also i really am happy with the way it turned out biggrin