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I'm not going to post anymore. I'm really not into the whole porn thing. I thought it would be something I could share w/my BF.
He hasn't been interested in sex with me for quite a while. we had a brief, fleating renaissance there, but it didn't last.

He never explained he likes something other than vanilla sex. I snooped. I wanted to be included....
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geoffingeorgia:
never let another person treat you that way.

It took several times for me to learn that.

Multiple times with multiple girls

people cheat because they are unhappy, but that doesn't mean in any way that it's your fault

they go out searching for what they think they want, but find eventually they've no idea what it is they need

and after a while they come back begging forgiveness or crying or both

and more than once i've taken them back

but it's never the same, it' snever like it was

something's bruised and won't heal, a slight limp that cannot be repaired.

and finally after years of hope, that caused me more heartache, and after giving 15 years of my life to women who i hoped would stay... I know that i can never take another cheater back.

I know too how foolish i was to attempt it.

but don't give up on love

never give up on love

you will find someone who will make you happy

in the meantime make yourself happy

believe
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feeling a little fuzzy today, as though I was removed from what is going on around me. a little worn out may be.

love my new job, wish it paid better!

I have signed up through my high school alumni assoc. to be an e-mentor. if/ when the teenager that drew my name e-mails me I will have the chance to help shape her life....
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againstmebomb:
So you didn't like that? Oh well. At least you updated! surreal
againstmebomb:
Good luck with all of that! bok
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roller coaster weekend.

back in the swing of things.

looking for AA mtgs and 2nd anniversary destinations. one is easier to sell than the other biggrin biggrin
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againstmebomb:
Yeah thats pretty funny. I Made a joke and someone started an unfounded thread. However my ego is getting larger as we speak. You know you should update that journal right. And make some friends. Or are you just here for the porn? biggrin
againstmebomb:
Well I hope he reads this than. (sorry to you In advace). Dear Boyfriend of the Impert, Stop being an insecure asshole! This website is completly harmless to you. Nobody on this site wants to interfere with your relationship. This site is about meeting people who share common interests. Maybe If you stopped looking at the naked pictures of the models, checked out the boards and other peoples journals you would realize that there is a whole community here. Good luck with Your Girlfriend! I really wish you the best. But shorten the leash dick!
Good Day
Justin kiss
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Have no clue how I posted the same entry 50 times.... spazzy typing.

tons of errands to do before date night.

kiss

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so much for having fun on my day off. you are profoundly inconsiderate. I know you don't understand.

you're in a bar drunk somewhere and I am at home dreading your return.

After 2 years this is the best I can hope...
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whatever
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Love it when we plan a date, gives me something to look fwd to all day.

hate the rat bastards at kaplan test prep. feel like I'm being worked over mad

I do not like being pushed around, GD corporate entities. ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!

mmm, ice cream biggrin
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surreal
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love
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yay! just had breakfast together at our favorite spot. love do not often get to do things together as I have been working 2 jobs, studying for big test in december, blah blah blah.

everything has been scary- good. have had really fantastic sex since he finished his herculean labor...... biggrin planning some kind of fun for our 2nd anniversary at the end of october.

I have...
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againstmebomb:
I had a fun weekend. Glad to hear you and SBC are doing well. I think he might like you a little I could be wrong though. wink
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Having [another] really nice week together. He gave me his cold *swoon* and some spiffy perfume we both like. He does lots of little things to make me feel special.

The sex has been fun too. He'll help me orgasm 4 more times (of 10) before he's allowed to come. Love walking up to him and stroking him, rubbing against him until he moans,
taunting...
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againstmebomb:
For christ sake give the man a break.
againstmebomb:
Um I thought you were not a fan of sarcasm and wordplay. How you been?