impala

So I'm up on the computer at night and I'm contemplating life...I'm so corny sometimes I need to just chill out and take life for what it is....not to worry about how it's not what I want it to be...just work on it...and enjoy it......but that's easier said than done..I don't know why enjoying life is so hard for me...I remember being so excited about the life I was going to live in Orlando..needless to say it's not too exciting..and it's my fault...I just need to get my ass out there stop being this shy, quiet person and live a little.....all this writing an nobody will read it...oh well I needed to get that out for my realization.