with regans new photoset sort of made me happy. i've just been so down in a hole lately. i dont know why. i think it has to do with m ex who i still love wanting me back and then the next day not. friends say i have been acting different and strange lately. so i wanted to spend one day alone away from my friends. that can't be too much to ask for. [insert sigh] i want her back but i know im living in a fantasy world. what can u do when one moment she says she misses u and then the next day she says she misses the idea of u.....i dunno. if you read this far thank you, leave me a comment cause i need something to cheer me up. 